i am writing this before i end my second reading of this manhwa to say that the most gut wrenching part of me is juhyeok and gido's relationship. i even had forgotten about this manhwa but hell, when i reread the first part where gido appeared, it all came crashing back to me— that silent sadness that i can't explain when i first read this story.
i remember so vividly how the artist drew gido's facial expression, how he stared at juhyeok that i had a "i fucking knew it" moment when it was revealed that they loved each other. it's so painful, confusing, and liberating to read. the what ifs, regrets, and moving on is so evident that i don't really know what to do with myself. it makes me want to think that "all of the things that happened led me to you" which as painful as it sounds, gido helped juhyeok to take that leap of faith, to cross the wall instead of just staring at it; a thing that he was not able to do when he was with gido.
i'm just rambling but i came here to say that in another life. i also wonder how things would turn out.
i'm merely half of chapter 2 and i'm already cringing and laughing my ass off. i need spoilers that's why i'm here. i'm gonna read y'all comments to see if this is still worth to read LMAO
they are so perfect for each other. they match each other's freak too much. they have mutual distrust while being madly and obsess with each other. there's so much misunderstanding that it kinda pains my heart but whatever works i guess LMAO
i forgot i even read this and thought the title was familiar. oh boy that first chapter already ignited my tears and remembered how i was so mad at his ex, saying "BUT YOU GAVE UP ON HIM" repeatedly ugh okay time to read again
ive been stalling reading this for quite some time now because i thought they would be like rabbits fucking after 5 chapters. but no, the tension is
guys, hello, goodbye waiting for the next chapter
im just here and im gonna cry. when will they be happy
every time i return to this, i am left with a good sense of satisfaction. no one would ever make me hate yuujin and rei, i love their story
i was putting off reading this after knowing there's a second couple... i need to read other mature relationships after that because clearly, THEIR CHILDREN ARE MORE MATURE THAN THEM omg just ew ew i don't want to witness that
i thought i only like the policeman because of his uniform but damn when he took off that uniform i just he's everything i want where can i find someone like him
WHO IS THAT I THOUGHT THATS HIS BROTHER BUT ITS XINLU???
when the mom cried in woowon's arm, thinking of "how could i possibly leave him behind" my eyes just started sweating