
I know that feeling very well , in this situation Cirrus is saying it with a smile to make himself feel as if he's telling someone else's story.. I know that feeling very well 'cause that's how i live on , i remember that when I was a child i got sexually harassed by my 2 cousins like they'd try stuff on me occasionally ... I was so young to understand what's happening and just got confused and I was scared of him to try to tell anyone and as time passed I brushed it off ... But now when I suddenly recall what happend I feel disgusted and like there are bugs crawling on me and it became hard for me to distinguish between reality and imagination... And I've got no one to open up with so it's just bottling in me ..... So I find it so beautiful that Cirrus could find someone that he trusts to a point where he'd share he's darkest secrets and not be afraid of being judged or pitied or apathied or even disbelief
Wow I didn't expect that! He confused US as well not just you MC!... I mean I understand your fears and all but that's not the way to solve it! .. and I thought you guys already confessed and are dating! Well this got me but surprise!