
It's just sad that he keeps doing that to himself and the firefighter. His family was the worst, yes, that abuse left scars for life on him.
He's a mess of an adult rlly but he shouldn't bring the firefighter down with him even if the other is in full knowledge of those actions and accept being used. But I get that he just love him too much. It's sad.

It seems drama is around the corner. I like how the author narrates their thoughts and feelings. It feels realistic and not over the top. They're teenagers, not sure about their ages, falling in love, an intense one, and it is what it is in terms on how fast they... sealed the deal. Well, let's see how this goes.

I understand him running away again. He can't commit with someone so serious because what would happen if they don't work out and he's alone and being as dependent as he is of him, and having a kid, would wreck him. He deeply cares for the firefighter but his issues are bigger and unresolved. He needs to deal with that first because is in the way of his happiness

Next update it's gonna feel like a long one...
Awww they talked and resolved those issues. Really small and kinda silly ones but I get why bottom couldn't just ask and ended it. Glad they're back together, oficially dating, even if it's a trial. We know ahjussi's smitten.
Like really, ahjussi is just too good even if he is a gangster. As a partner he's a green forest.
The nerve that ml had to blame him... He's an idiot and sometimes unlikeable. But mc's it's trying to be honest now and he's suffered enough.