
While I’m so proud of Dan saying these things to his abuser, I’m heartbroken seeing him like this. He hates himself for that bodily reaction jk constantly reminds him of. He’s ashamed he reacts at all. He’s a survivor of lots of SA. He’s a shell of a person. Jaekyung I hate you so much for turning him into this. I’m also wondering in past chapters, when they fucked did jk blush?? He kissed here and there randomly but this was different in a lot of ways. He got rough when he wasn’t getting the reaction he wanted not the whole way through and he was thinking more about Dan trying to get him to enjoy it. Which the reasoning isn’t something I support but the angle is definitely different. Makes dans rejection so much sweeter honestly. Dan really walked off just like jk did countless times. How terrible does that feel jk? Zero aftercare, zero affection. A transaction.

Dan looks so fucking down. “Do what you always do and use me however you want :(“
And he got hard to that instantly. Please self reflect you gigantic douchebag!!! Kim Dan wants you to leave him the hell alone this is like a stepping stone to getting that done! I hope Dan makes this a miserable time and jk feels horrendous

So joos perspective hasn’t changed at all he’s still perfectly okay with his instinct blaming Dan for something he didn’t do but he’s obsessively searching to say what exactly? Like where does this determination come from?

True I wouldn’t expect maturity suddenly but he’s not stupid, logically you’d assume you had affection if you were so aggravated you’re separated from someone! I would’ve liked to see him connect the dots and then find ways to justify that. That’s how far in denial he is he hasn’t even considered it a possibility that he has feelings. Like his emotionally constipated bullshit was annoying before now it’s like exhausting
Loving this so far the art and characters are GORGEOUS and the chapter length I love