i dont really m-word but i think im "pent up" bc i havent been reading for atleast a month now, amd my stomach is tingling
this will haunt me bruh, the only way id cope w it is me imagining im also there to lessen the ick
author really said, imma choose from body horror, noncon, psychological thriller.. nvm ill choose it all at once
this is like my most mundane binge read after mr a's farm and if that says anything well.. (^-^; first of all, i like how everything and anything was so supposed to be "deep" that it's almost ridiculous. then again, i like it still bc organisms are supposed to be like that—stupidly mundane.
+ when the robot appeared during that chapter? bro, i though it was going to steal charin's womb to become perfect—that's the most of the disappointment i had for this series. other than that, it's awesomely awkward.
HOLY SHIT THE DIALOGUE, THEY'RE BOTH SO HOT, THE TENSION, THERE'S SO MUCH GOING ON THAT IM SQUEALING LOUDLY RN
this is the most frustrating chasing arc of all BL's out there. mc's trauma of being afraid of obsession is one thing, sure. ml's devotion that's borderline putting mc on pedestal, sure. but SHIN HAECHANG? MC's naivety? betrayal of Coda to help SHIN HAECHANG OF ALL PEOPLE? nah, bro. it's "don't be obsessed w/ me, i love u" again and again, to the point you'd think andante LOVES HIM more than he does for all the melodramatic shit jin pulled, bro.
IM JUST YAPPING, REALLY. Their stupidness is because of the pathetic excuse of an author to milk their suffering.
