in search of gold, i found diamond.

reading this during a hard point of my life (rn and is stressed abt the things i have to do) .. . was the worst decision ive ever made. i read it depressed and i finished it heavily depressed. this is killing me (in a good way) i rlly like the story tho!!

P.S. dont read it if you're not mentally okay (trust me on this one u're gonna sob like ALOT)

i heart lu jinghe asked a question

i think i need found family recs after whatevers been going on wit my family lmao (father specifically), pls drop ur favorite ones!!

chapter 77 made me ugly cry. god. and that child giving candy was the cherry on top. I CANNOT. and all their wills r the only one thats keeping him alive </3

and, not them smurfing in dungeons LMFAOOO (ch81)

i heart lu jinghe asked a question

hi!! give me all your underrated fantasy manwha reccs. like as in "i found gold" typa underrated (help ur girl here im starved)

for ref, the "gold" underrated ones ive read (afair) are:
the pale horse
charlotte's letter
n more LOL

idc what its abt ... . may it be political or anyth PLS HIT !!

oh my god i love mc so much... (and the emperor.. cs lwk ive been hearing him out ever since)

i heart lu jinghe created a topic of Reunion

reread this again, and i hereby proclaim this manwha as my top 1 (bl) holy shit.

bruh ts so peak i started crying (ill tell u that u can really feel the emotion in this, significantly those of the children like edgar and lily) ; i also like how “realistic” characters are! (esp marius lmfao i know someone who is just like him (my dad)) and im curious as to how many characters know abt the reverse time thing

i heart lu jinghe asked a question

ok so i remember coming across a tiktok wherein mc (i think, he had black/brownish hair) and ml (blonde) apparently did not see eachother for years and they bumped into eachother while mc was carrying a box and his hair grew??? (its a bl) and like,,, idk why i thought it was backlight (it isnt) so um pls help me out it seemed angsty and i love angst

i really need spoilers,,, short chapters cannot fulfill my hunger i fe ar

i heart lu jinghe shared experience about tried to kill yourself
yes, i have. i don't know if its an attempt or something but well,,, if i remember correctly, the first time i had tried (to kms) was at the age of 6-8? I began to try and choke myself, use a cutter and drown too. it feels stupid, i know. i dont remember as to how or why ive come to do such things, its frustrating honestly. I've always thought that......

nono it didnt even hit me until it was the older brother's story oh my god im gonna bawl the entire night

THEYRE SO CUTEE i love it !! theyre both on an adventure

i heart lu jinghe created a topic of My Dear Aster

reread this twice, and its still a classic tbh. i like how her feelings or role as a mother never left like,, it really puts u in a new pov. i miss my mom now

i heart lu jinghe created a topic of Regas

im still sad abt the fact he got twinkified, but u can still see that its abel through and through. haha i love this its so funny

WHAT THE FUCK THIS IS GOOD. AS IN HELLA GOOD. WOAH??

DAMN?? FINALLY?? YAY?? i guess??

AWWWW I WASNT EXPECTING SIDES BUT THIS IS SO CUTEE