Not justifying his actions...but we become the person we hate... it's a trauma response...since you stay with that person,you get like them and even when you know you are wrong,you do it subconsciously when situation occurs.....
I just read it and I my first reaction was "huhh???" ..I didn't expect the top to be blond and definitely not the Alpha getting pregnant by beta...like what in the world ヾ(*’O’*)/
Does anyone have full novel link(after chapter81/82)?