
Out of topic... I need your guys' help. Coz am wracking my brain now to find this manga and I just can't find it coz I don't remember the title nor the character's names. So the story goes like this...
The Uke is an office worker, he has a brother. He thinks he's got ED so he wanted to fix it, and so he consulted with his brother. As the uke is cute and shy, the brother suggested that he can go to a massage parlor. Which so happens that the brother's friend works in a massage parlor. So he goes there and met the Seme, his brother's friend. The seme emits a playboy aura outside his work but he is serious and thoughtful toward the uke. I don't remember much about the plot, but yeah, I need to read it again.
Can you guys help me find it? My brain is freezing now, I have this urge to read this story again or else I'll go insaaaaane!

Out of topic... I need your guys' help. Coz am wracking my brain now to find this manga and I just can't find it coz I don't remember the title nor the character's names. So the story goes like this...
The Uke is an office worker, he has a brother. He thinks he's got ED so he wanted to fix it, and so he consulted with his brother. As the uke is cute and shy, the brother suggested that he can go to a massage parlor. Which so happens that the brother's friend works in a massage parlor. So he goes there and met the Seme, his brother's friend. The seme emits a playboy aura outside his work but he is serious and thoughtful toward the uke. I don't remember much about the plot, but yeah, I need to read it again.
Can you guys help me find it? My brain is freezing now, I have this urge to read this story again or else I'll go insaaaaane!

Nah, we still have a long way to go. Like I said the other day, Horse will be in denial about his feelings and will push Dan again as soon as he realizes he just hugged him. So Horsey will be, again, harsh and will often say words that are harsh and bs as he wouldn't understand himself either. The next thing he knew, he is doing things for Dan's sake, unconsciously taking care of Dan but will just say it's for him and not just for Dan. Just like how toxic Yaoi has always been, we will have a long way to goooo...
At this point, I'd rather have Dan get an Alzheimer's disease and forget about JJK. Or Dan could wait until JJK realizes his feelings or if her granma get's to heaven and just dump him and go somewhere abroad where JJK can't reach. I WANT HIM TO NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THAT HORSE.
The Uke is so easy, and these types are the ones who get easily played with in another manga. I don't understand the 17 yr old me who liked this before, but the 25 yr old me now doesn't like this one bit. I mean, 10 yrs, after telling you "I'm sorry I only like girls, I can't accept you." Then you're telling me now that all this time you liked him? Gave him false hopes for 10 yrs, and dated bunch of women, and when you thought he's fallen out of love already you go and sulk??? What are you? A kid? Teenager? You're a damn adult!!! And I am more mad with this stupid uke for sticking up to him for 10 yrs and get easily taken back after just seeing that stupid sulking face. Gross!
I mean, you should be able to realized your own feeling already within 3-5 years. But 10 years??? Wtf? I can't make sense of this for real, like that was so much time wasted by playing charades!!!
So real