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??? It’s hard to tell when she literally says that it’s not what she wants to do, she’s using pinberk for revenge, pisco is just an anomaly in her plan. Whom she caught feelings for. She took it as he’s rejected her and if she has no chance then she feels she needs to move on with her plans. Not dwell over some guy. What is difficult to understand about this. Love is a distraction to an ambitious person who is used to being alone.

She could've gotten her revenge with just Piscos help and maybe the crown prince without accepting his feelings. If she was truly ambitious and didn't want to be distracted by love anymore she'd stop thinking about Pisco and get her revenge over with. I'm just saying she's being dumb by being with the crown prince when they could've stayed the way they were before she kissed him. She already knew his true nature yet she's acting like this

She didn’t want to use pisco, she’s into him and emotions aren’t something she can choose to have or not. The feelings she has for pisco is the distraction. You can’t just stop thinking about someone if you have feelings for them babes it doesn’t work that way. Trust, everyone who’s been through a heartbreak wishes that was the way it worked. She can’t stay the way she was with the crown prince because he’s stated his intentions with her, if she doesn’t move forward it equates to a rejection. Rejecting him is risky because he will either get more aggressive with his pursue, or he will leave her alone entirely (gives her no place in the palace without souring her relationship with the crown prince, you wouldn’t wanna make enemies with him). The only reason she’d reject an offer to be in a position pf power (crown princess and perhaps later a queen), is if she wished to be with someone else. Now that she took it as pisco had rejected her, she has no reason to reject pinberk.

If you want her to remove herself from the situation entirely and live her new life detached and happy then 1. We wouldn’t have this story, and 2. That’s even more unrealistic, her sense of self is mostly decimated, she’s fueled by rage and revenge that’s how she’s determined the whole point of her second life to be. If she doesn’t seek revenge it would be like her telling her past self thag she deserves it because she was in the wrong place.

Idk how ts not making sense to you
is the gap because you don’t know how complicated things can get when ppl have romantic feelings for others?

Of course i understand how romantic feelings work. All I'm saying is she didn't need to accept the prince's advances cuz now that she's with him he obviously won't let her go and it's not like she wants to be with him forever either? He could've came onto her stronger the more she kept avoiding him but it's not like she was obligated to be with him. He's obvi so down bad for her if he's willimg to kill anyone just for touching her so he'd help her even if she wasn't with him just so he can somehow get her in the end. Because of the confusing chapters is why I said what I said in the first place. She's done with him but still meets up with him? When she's decided she won't ask for his help anymore? Even if she still had feelings?? I was originally expressing MY feelings

did you read all 63 chapters?

I don't need to read all 63 chapters to say what I said. What else would it be if not rape and abuse

No no believe me after chapter 20 , no more rape .

It doesn't change what he did he's still a rapist and abuser

what kind of lies are you spouting? lmao

Believe me it will get much worse later until she gets pregnant

I would honestly commit if I were her

tbh same. No person deserves this type of hell

fr.. free my girl