Damnnnnn SH range of emotions in this chapter is perfection *chef’s kiss*. Panic, confusion and a little bit of helplessness when he realized how much power IH still has over NK even though he is so far away. Gawd give me more drama ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
I dont think that SH deeply cares or loves NY YET but of course he is frustrated because he craves intimacy from NK which he felt when NK thought he was doing it with IH. Intimacy, which can only be earned. So basically chp 48 is “When you get what you want but not what you neeeeeed~” ╮(￣▽￣)╭
He definitely deeply cares for and loves NK he's just too afraid to express it. But yea ur right he definitely should want this if he just wanted him for sex ╥﹏╥
yess he can't place why nakyum is suddenly so eager to have sex with him. it's different from how he was that night so he knows it's not out of affection and that drives him crazy.
I want to see big bro s vulnerable side but not like this. not like this （￣へ￣）
that Jeezwah asking how NK tastes, bruh he is more than that. SH likes NK’s drawings first before his body. He is NK’s fanboy (╬￣皿￣)凸
gawd is SH even trying to hide that he wants NK more than his body? Jeez NK is literally throwing himself at SH but SH is reluctant to have sex with NK because he knows this isnt about him but in the end he still cant say no to NK and conflicted about it. Gawd SH is so whipped
For me, the only happy ending that I can see is NK realizing how powerful he can be in terms of influencing SH. The fact that he can stop or distract SH from hurting the learned sir is a proof, i think. And even though SH is using the sir as a leverage for NK to stay and have sex with him but once NK realized that the sir is just using him and doesnt even care about him, my theory is that NK will use SH to get revenge on the sir.
Bottom line is that NK will be a badass bitch and SH will blindly follow him because he is addicted to NK. ╮(￣▽￣)╭
SH is so shocked after kissing NK, it maybe because he finally realized his feelings OR maybe because NK unconsciously murmured IH name? Maybe thats why SH also looked a little bit defeated when he sat up? Even though it wasnt explicitly drawn in this chp I feel like in the future, SH will keep on remembering NK longing for IH while he was asleep. Hehe I just want more drama ╮(￣▽￣)╭
and the fact that in the next panel of SH, he is in IH room even though NK never mentioned IH even in the last chp kind of supports that theory? I mean SH smart but even he admitted that he thought that once IH is far he is no longer a problem so.......
I think he was afraid nakyum falling sick like last time. So he kinda worrying? And probably he was doubting to himself why he worrying about nakyum when he not that type of person
yeahhh, cos last time nakyum didn't respond when seungho kissed him and that's why I think seungho was worried that nakyum will get sick again cos of him.