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Okay. Yeah. So the mom is up there in my list of "Irredemable Mom characters" She's competing with Ling Xiao's mom from Go ahead . I don't give a shit about her mental health. The audacity to treat a child like Satan's spawn just cause he had Focus and attention issue. She treated him like he didn't exist. The amount of pain and suffering that kid had to go through Just cause he wasn't born completely fine as per her. She didn't have a single picture of him. How traumatized that child must have been to find he was so unwanted that his mom wanted to kill him so many times to reset her Perfect happy life. Not to forget what those 4 kids had to go through. She ruined so many lives. The misunderstandings she caused made them lose their happy childhood and put a long standing stain on that beautiful friendship for a decade. They had no idea what was changing in their friendship to hate each other so much while this vile woman was pulling all the strings behind the scene. I hope she rots in a ditch. I have no sympathy for her. Just why do these two have to suffer for so long and misunderstand or hate each other because of her manipulation? She is beyond redemption. I just feel so bad for the three siblings so much. They're estranged now, so awkward with each other. Skyler had to be compared with the two every instance of his life and got hated for something he didn't do. He got the blame for the divorce. I'm glad Stella is out there, far away from this toxic pos witch. Hopefully the 3 can mend their relationship a little better in future. I can't stop crying for them.

On chapter 11. He's on the cover. So he gotta be the endgame huh? Fckk. I hate him

Skylar and Cirrus had their happy childhood and home snatched away which h is usually the first safe haven for any child. I felt like both dealt with their trauma in opposite manner which are both valid. Skylar endured and exhausted himself to the point where he was willing to give up on life just so he wouldn't have to confront his bullies. He kept feeling guilty in every situation and felt that he was disgusting and not worth any effort. Whereas Cirrus kept trying to get validation even from a random stranger no matter for how short period it was, even though he felt still hopeful in his childhood that part kept fizzling out slowly. He became the cynical person who distrusted every interaction with another person may it be a friend or a senior. I actually felt sad for the one childhood friend of his who never tried to belittle him, and treated him like a true companion but she got her trust broken too...
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Back to point, Cirrus couldn't let go of the anger and resentment his father caused him and he was so desperate for affection that he felt sad for his dad not caring about him more than the sexual abuse he faced. He definitely tried to take baby steps with amending, maybe some can let go and some can't. We still don't know that. Also Poor Chanil kept getting the slack without any idea what's going on around him. I cracked at his clueless arse. He was saying oh they don't get along and they were full on making out haha. Considering how sweet his parents were and both MC's parents were, it was pretty understandable that both hated him from first sight. He has good intentions but again clueless as fck. But it was also sweet that he was the starting point in both of their lives after the disaster. They started getting a little better after meeting him. I understood When Cirrus kept getting annoyed after noticing Skylar and Him initially. He must have felt his one true friend who accepted him before his imposter era was slipping away. And when he was jealous, he also was mad cause he knew he could never hurt Chanil, even though he kept saying He felt nothing he definitely treated him as his best friend. He could compete with lakhs of scumbags and hurt them but never Chanil. (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)
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Up until half of the second season I was waiting eagerly for both of their stories and how it's gonna unfold. But it felt like story was focused on Cirrus 65% and Skylar 35%. Maybe the author couldn't do more because of the injury which is unfortunate. Cirrus got a chance to show full character development and redemption arc. Whereas Skylar's traumas seemed to be left behind. I would understand if he mentioned in the story itself but he accepted it himself that he still hasn't recovered from the deep traumas. I was pretty excited when a panel of His ex friend came up but sadly he never reappeared in the story. So I felt it was unfair for Skylar's character to not get the same flourishment and Healing journey. So many questions about his past and treatment were left unanswered for me. I also wanted to know and see the yearbook.
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Now in the final season, I am glad to see both of them finally behaving like proper 19/20 years old and breathing freely without the suffocation. Not to forget the friends from the school helped them a lot actually. I'm so glad they're so sweet to accept both of them with open arms and with no awkwardness. ಥ_ಥಥ_ಥ

Finally found the webtoon, the Live action is based on. (▰˘◡˘▰)

On chapter 16 currently. Does Cirrus get better? He's making me anxious. Character development??

Maybe just maybe I'm the one who takes exams too seriously. Like the night before the exam ahhhhh Especially taking it for third time... I would have just

Finally finished the manhwa! Seemed like their relationship was a contrast to each other in both lives. Taehyuk was the one being pursued in last life and in the present timeline he was pursuing Hyoun. Taehyuk was pretty confused about his emotions in past life, so I felt like his realisation part could have been given few more chapters as it felt a little rushed imo... I felt appalled for the moral conflict Taehyuk had to go through lmao, like one side his brother and other is who he raised, haha it was definitely sus. And I agreed with Taehyuk that because there were no people in their vicinity, the line of right and wrong was blurred. Considering he was a dragon and definitely older than 18 in human years, not that concerning ig. And How many times Taehyuk gotta almost die man??

I can't stop being emotional after finishing this story. It has been so long since I came across such a story that's so beautifully written. If I could, I definitely would kiss the author's hand a thousand times for creating this masterpiece. Also I feel happy to finally find a uke who's poor and alone yes, but without debt. He is so prideful in a good way. He never wants to be indebted to anyone and give his all to overcome his issues. He got some shitty friends though. And both the characters are just so dear to me. Both were struggling on their own for so long. I will never forget this beautiful story. The beautiful quotes are etched into my mind and heart, which I'm sure would be 100 times more beautiful in its original language. Their pining for each other, the yearning, the desperation, the jealousy; everything is just chef's kiss. The fact that Cheong kept feeling insecure cause he thought he was just a fling but after the leap GH kept getting jealous literally over any man/woman cause his bae was charming everyone with his pretty dimple and smile. I enjoyed it so much except the no condom part though he Changed that bad habit too. I love the way GH worships him. He still waited for him I so wish the journal was there with him though. But I'm so glad they are getting their happy ending Aaahhh even though it was after a decade

His hickiesssლ(´ڡ`ლ) Mo has become so forgiving

If you loved the story in the live action, just treat both as 2 different stories. Something is amiss here. Just 2 chapters back He was struggling so bad with his mental health. And now it's finale. Hope they give more side stories to wrap it up nicely