I always come back to just cheese at Mr Kwon teasing Yeon-oh in the bath and then massaging his head so lovingly after... he has a semi smile the entire time in that chap and I kick my feet and giggle cz FINALLY u can see how much he loves Yeon-oh and being around him. He was a fool for not appreciating him sooner.
"so my pain didn't matter" is where he lost me. This is such a broken way of thinking and the story never gets into it any deeper than sex. It's also cringe to use impact play as a substitute for genuinely wanting to punch something. It's a trauma response to think he needs to take care of other people's feelings above his own this badly, and I know it's the intention of the author so I'm not saying it's unexpected, but it's kinda crazy that it doesn't ever get addressed even in the MC's own thoughts.
Mr Han's "I regret it" speech is insincere, I would rather he was just honest that he can't offer any better and doesn't want to bc he likes that the MC is bending so much for him. I'm sure that's what the MC wants to hear anyway. That Mr Han likes him exactly this way. Some people with trauma like Seodan process it by letting their partners use them as a sex toy. Re-enacting the powerlessness and dehumanisation is like an addiction for them cz they're tryna rewire that traumatic experience into something else. So Seodan wants to hear that his partner just wants to use him exactly like he's offering
The MC fantasising about the 2nd ML ("his fresh forest scent") only for Garon to swoop in and to something toxic and possessive... nice storytelling. The change in mood hit me with chills cause the sky turned dark red and Garon was all quiet, and the MC went from light and reflective to nervous. Garon is suffocating but the MC is always hoping for a little more from him, while also wanting the 2nd ML. Regardless of how fucked up, the way the author tells the story is quite good. I'm sad MC only got to enjoy the feeling of liberation for a few seconds alone before he was reminded of reality. Poor babe.
this is so cute but damn min joon's ass suddenly got thick... his mom really does feed them good
Really like how masculine but cute the MC is. They have good chemistry but they're both a little dishonest in approaching each other lol hope they work that out
The story is interesting but I still don't get what precisely the issue the MC had with the ML, and how it got resolved... like why did he go from crying and blaming him to admitting his feelings to whatever this truce is... I don't get what even happened?!?? Where did his hatred for bdsm go suddenly. He just screamed at Mr Han once and Mr Han didn't give a real answer so why did their dynamic even change I feel like this story made me dumber
a classic in my house forever... the quality of the art, the ups and downs, the heartache and drama. it took me through so many states of being. and now we know they both like getting facials I don't care about the plot holes they don't matter
wooyeon is insanely horny and freaky, i think he should just give up being a celebrity and become an omegaverse manhwa author
saying you would trap someone with pregnancy is wild and that too after confining someone and taking away their phone and passport. The way he knew the uke was kinda delusional and bet on that when he told him his secret is SOOO manipulative... We need more wooyeon pov, he's so deeply unhinged
why was this so good. ilya and sooya and tharju make the best team. it was a little fast paced but otherwise good, I'm glad they didn't drag out the identity reveal.
If anyone thinks Sejin is weak or annoying for this, they should take a step back. A lifetime of abuse can't be erased by a 2 month engagement. He's still gonna act like the traumatized person his father raised him to be. He's weak because trauma makes you WEAK not strong.
And Ido gave him no warning so he's allowed to be scared and want space from Ido, this isn't just about sympathising with his father. It's about feeling like Ido pulled the rug out from under his feet, he told him nothing about why Seonho is involved or what he really wants, he made Sejin feel like a pawn even if he did it for his own good, Sejin doesn't know that yet.
I hope they really talk or fight it out and don't do some cold shoulder nonsense to drag it out to eternity
The forgiveness arc doesn't make sense and nor does 90% of this... But the art improved sooo much, and this artist has a talent for drawing beautiful women so can we please see yuri from them big boobs, gorgeous hair, dominant alpha women, TOXICITY... I want it
I want them to have a million chunky babies with big brother Yi-ho being silly, but I also want Yi-rim back on the ice and skating again I'm so confused on what happened to his career. I'm confused about Cheongho too bc didn't he already win a medal for the olympics? Or is this side story set before that? It's been so long since I read through
I would care more for his little confession if he hadn't crossed so many inappropriate lines with in-seob already... but it was a cute confession I guess, if a little emotionally manipulative
the art style change is killing me but the plot is getting sooooo good, stakes are getting higher
last thought but I stilllllll wish for yeon-oh to get pregnant even though this isn't omegaverse... I need to see jaehyuk kiss his feet
So many thoughts....
1. I love their height difference... it's just enough to kiss at a good angle without any drama
2. My heart skipped a beat at the ring like... I never thought I'd see Mr kwon cuffed EVER
3. I know it's the english translation's fault but combining the "mister" kink with his other mannerisms and the way he's into Yeon-oh being fussy just makes me think Jaehyuk is kinda into being a daddy dom for a brat. it's cringe yaoi and i love it
4. Why did it take the last side story chap for them to have that chemistry they had in the main story bruh. But I love the ending... this should have been the actual main ending