
you're all missing out some queer bait shit in the novel
the internal monologe of the other platoon members are soooo
like, they be questioning why they feel satisfactory/excitement/anticipation while training encrid, like "why am i doing this?" jaxon had a faint smile as he train encrid
and shit,
them feeling "???" bc they want to keep training encrid was fun to read, like they all cant understand their emotions and shit.
almarkkk you're back! i missed you soo ToT