Five years after high school graduation, Chiwoo and Kyujin are all grown up and still going steady. ...

  • Author: Oryu
  • Genres: Yaoi / Mature / Drama / Webtoons

See my review for "Back to School". Side story doesn't ruin it for me (you'll see what I mean) because I got what I needed first

Chiwoo’s got issues. Upon returning to school after the “incident” last year, he v...

  • Author: Oryu
  • Genres: Shounen Ai / Drama / Mature / Webtoons / Yaoi

Continuing with the shitty 2nd top realizes they are unwanted and unnecessary, we've got an obsessive and possessive 2nd top who watches his love interest (MC) fall in love with someone else. Watching this dude self sabotage out of possessive panic and then cry when MC wants nothing to do with him was great, and then I got to see it again in the follow-up!

Loved it, high school BL is not my favorite but this is one of my exceptions!

Working at a ski resort to pay off his debts, Yu-wol's hand was hurt accidentally when an unfam...

  • Author: DO.D
  • Genres: Yaoi / Smut / Webtoons

I need to re-read this one, but as I remember both tops have regrets but the 2nd top (not ML) is the one who really ends up groveling and pathetic. He treated the MC like absolute dog shit, all trigger warnings for all the abuse, but ends up alone with on drugs without MC.

I do remember feeling pretty satisfied, I love watching a shitty 2nd top realize they are unwanted and unnecessary 😀

Ha Joyoon, a reporter for TPA Communications — a foreign news agency — has been in a com...

  • Author: AMALILLIA
  • Genres: Yaoi / Drama / Romance / Slice Of Life / Webtoons

More on the inconsiderate end than abusive and the 2nd top not the ML.

MC disappears (presumed dead) and his partner at the time starts dating someone else. When MC comes back his partner basically says he can't deal with him and has a new relationship, and MC is heartbroken. However MC gets better, and there's a different ML of course MC's old partner ends up regretting hard, including drunken cry sessions and begging forgiveness.
More on the sad side, but still satisfies for me!

Kim Euihyun has decided he doesn’t want to live. He feels nothing anymore. He has no future to...

  • Author: Euja,으자
  • Genres: Yaoi / Drama / Romance / Webtoons

The seme from this is who I picture when I think of this trope done how I like, goes from obsessive abusive jerk to having a panic attack imagining his life without the MC. Definitely not for the faint of heart in the beginning, dudes a red flag but thats why the grovel hits so good!!!

Pawn created a topic of A Terrible Romance

One thing I really appreciate about this story is that it shows a behavior that is sometimes depicted as very romantic (I don't want you to have anyone but me!) and displays it as the controlling ego-centered and abusive behavior it actually is in a lot of situations.

This top is just as mentally ill as Woojin, its just expressed differently. Woojin can't stand (his perception) of being alone, and this top can't stand (his perception) of being out of control/abandoned.

Both of them of them meeting and making each other worse is good character writing and a good understanding of the pitfalls of unresolved mental health issues. And I wasn't expecting that out of this story at first tbh!

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Honestly all three of them tbh, maybe relationships in the future if they FIGURE THEIR SHIT OUT

Pawn created a topic of Waterside Night

Any recs for other tops that are down bad like Taeju? I feel like this has really unlocked something for me ( ̄∇ ̄")

Pawn asked a question

Any BL recs (full color preferred) where bottom is a caretaker for a super cute kid? Think 'Dear Benjamin' or 'Low Tide in Twilight' (the little brother is adorable!!!!).

Please and thank you!

Pawn answered question about question
For me it feels like manwha are more optimized when it comes to being read online, so they look good on a screen. A lot of manga scans don't look that great to me on screen, or at least not as good as physical manga looks, even with someone really putting in effort on their uploads. So I read manwhas online like 100x more.
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I know these two are probably unpopular opinions but one of the things that greatly pisses me off while reading a story is when the artists draws the uke as a twink but they're overly feminized. Like a cute twink is good every now and then but when you draw him looking like a woman? Nah might as well draw a straight story. On the contrary though, l......

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All these mangas have situations where seme acts too 
arrogantly, cruel, nasty or misunderstands uke and this leads 
to their ukes leaving,rejecting or hating them. These are yaoi that 
revolves around semes who realises they were 
ASSHOLES, they deal with the CONSEQUENCES…
….
and their 
rEGRET!
#Satisfying stories only

18 04,2024
Pawn created a topic of The Pawn's Revenge

I like that Je-Oh is finding out he can't close his eyes to stuff like the chick in season one. Very similar experiences, but look at the difference in outcomes. This story's characters and characterization were always the selling point for me, interested to see where it goes!

Pawn answered question about just sharing
Idk if its controversial but crazy as hell murder husbands? Taming the Tiger style where they're both a. totally into each other and b. willing to kill everyone who comes between them and or might come between them and or looked at their partner the wrong way while crossing the street XD
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Hewwo and welcome! ₍₍ ( ๑˃◡ ˂๑)◞♡

♡o。+..:*♡o。+..:*♡o。+..:*♡o。+..:*♡o。+..:*♡o。+..:*♡o。

        BL only!!!

= triggers (do expect violence, too bothersome to put)
        abuse: could be physical, mental, verbal, sexual etc.

= my rating
 (5=absolute fav, 4=very noice, 3=goodie, 2=meh, 1=nah)

= mayb +1 star

♡o。+..:*♡o。+..:*♡o。+..:*♡o。+..:*♡o。+..:*♡o。+..:*♡o。

         Get ready for some psychologically draining and
         emotionally terrible manga!

05 03,2024
Pawn created a topic of Miscreants And Mayhem

There's just so many abandoned warehouses in these comics...what are we up to now, 6?

Pawn created a topic of Minmotion Syndrome

I'm a big fan of the "watch me be happy without you revenge" sometimes. As long as it ruins the dudes life. There was one BL where the delusional asshole who thought they'd get to keep the MC around became a junkie after watching MC leave with the ML. That was very satisfactory.

I don't want Choi to know peace ever! Not even in death.

Pawn created a topic of Dawn of the Dragon

It wasn't enough for the early childhood (fledglinghood?) abandonment and abuse to make him clingy, the author had to do this right in front of him too?

Not saying its fine, but I get why future him wants dude in bed where he can see him

Pawn created a topic of Steel Under Silk

Okay sometimes manwha like this make me laugh because Yeonjo catching feels because dude felt bad when he attempted to maim himself moments after what dude tried to force him to do is really really funny.

"Omg he cares???" Nah honey, he doesn't. Keep it up though I'm having a great time!

Pawn created a topic of Waterside Night

The ML is getting just a small taste of the anxiety he put the MC through, and I love it!