Topic: Selfish people
I HATE HATE HATE selfish people. I hate inconsiderate, selfish pricks who only has the brain capacity to think of themselves. It's so fucking annoying dealing with selfish people because it's the little things that do that really get to you.
Like always complaining and getting upset about things that can easily be fixed or that just aren't that serious, but because they're inconvenienced they make it everyone's problem and never shut up about it. And if you try to tell them that, they get even more upset.
And y'know? It's even worse when you have to live with the selfish person in question (I mean all of this in general but some of this is targeted).
Like with gatekeepers, at least you don't have to deal with it 24/7, same thing with friends who just clearly never had to share growing up. I can deal with those types of selfish people, but God is living with them even more infuriating.
Like omfg, we already have to share a room and your on the phone loud as fuck ALL FUCKING DAY, I have to deal with the slick shit you say, but on top of that when I ask you to stop fucking yell after dealing with it all day, you tell me no?
Be honest chat, if I hit her ass right now would I be wrong?
Other selfish things ppl do that I hate: Taking things without asking, laughing at me when I'm being dead ass, agreeing to do something with me but making me wait till your done talking to your friends, sleeping on the phone with ppl that are constantly loud ASF when I'm trying to sleep, not doing something exactly when it's asked of you, and so much more shit I've forgotten.
Yap session: concluded.
I agree, majority of the things you mentioned abt the other person clearly just doesn’t show basic respect
Selfish people get more selfish when they're uncomfortable or hurting, so if you hit her ass you'll make it worse probably. Good luck, buddy, you can survive this!
What I hate the most is arguing with them, like seriously they will make the most absurd illogical argument to justify themselves and funny part? they actually believe that they are correct.
And if you offend them the same way they did to you? they will hurt you so much. I feel like they are sucking life out of me.
Topic: My childhood stuffie.
Is this a safe place to say that I feel like having plushies as a child literally carries childhoods? I hope so because I miss mine.
His name was Mr.fluffy. He was a stuffed dog a got on Valentine's day, he was a soft light blue color and holding a pink heart, with round beaded eyes that were so cute. I'll probably never forget him.
He was there in every single one of my memories as a child, even as he got uglier as the years went on. (His stuffing was spilling out and one of his eyes were long gone, not to mention all the ashes he had in his skin, burn marks and the fact we ripped his heart off). But he still meant something to me y'know?
Unfortunately my mom threw him out when I turned ten and gaslit me into thinking I just lost him (which isn't possible I literally kept him in my bed all day everyday), because I was too old to have one. But I miss him so much everyday, I hate that I can't remember his smell or how he looked clearly.
I got a build a bear to try and replace him, but of course I didn't care about it like I did with fluffy. Now everyone is upset that like 100 and something dollars were spent on a beat I don't give a shit about, but I just want Mr.fluffy back.
Yap session: concluded.
(P.S: I will be back on my usual bullshit topics)
what is it with children and always naming their stuffed animals “Mr ___”? create memories with a new stuffed animal in his honor, and keep your mother away from this one. you could even name it “mr fluffy junior”.
I rlly think that family members shouldn't meddle with stuffs especially when you've had it for years.
I too, had a betty boop toy that I've had since I was 6 and it's been with me till this day. it holds a special place in my heart, probably cuz it was given by my mother and it's been my best friend cuz I wasn't allowed to go out. It makes me feel happy and at ease.
anw ur poor mr.fluffy def misses u too, it just sucks that they had to throw it away when it can just be fixed and it holds dear memories of ur childhood. any new stuffies can't replace mr.fluffy.
although customizing a new one that looks exactly like mr.fluffy might work, you'll prolly feel diff abt it cuz it's not your original "mr.fluffy" do u perhaps have photos with it cuz so if u ever want to customize one. u can just think of it as mr.fluffy coming back after goin on vacation for years
100%, childhood stuffies carry childhoods, although, I do wanna talk about a childhood blanket of mine with a similar story
I had this pink blanket stripes on one side and I think flowers on the other(Sadly dont remember anymore) I've had the blanket since I was around 7 - 8, I would parade around my house with it, it was the only blanket I would ever use all the time, just one day I couldnt find it, and only found out my mom threw it away because it had a stain that wouldn't come off. I was 12-13 at the time, but in all honesty I cried about it
I find it kinda unbelievable someone can grab another person's things and decide on their own to just throw it away, even if theyre family, or very close. I understand trying to help clean someone's room up, or whtv, but I dont know, just because something doesnt hold dear to you, doesnt mean it doesnt hold dear to someone else. But obv the unbelievable happened to me.
And I'm sure Mr.Fluffy misses you as much as you do, nothing can replace the original ^_^
Sadly for me I have no pictures or nothing of him, even though I had him for so long I never thought to take pictures with him, because I never thought he would leave me but hopefully in the future I can customize one
Chat please, read this. I don't care if you only read BL or GL, shit or just action. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE JUST READ THIS.
Period (Yaoi)
(Lmao couldn't get the link so just type that in and it'll show up).
Pls just read it, then read it one more time to really let it sink in.
Who is the author?
Is this what u were talking abt?:
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/period/
i read this & idk how to feel about it..... someone tell me how to feel about it.....
Yep, I literally don't know why I couldn't get the link
Hopefully despair!
Topic: Labels.
I realized I haven't been on my bullshit lately and then a thought crept into my mind like that fucking centipede that crawled between my ass in the third grade.
Why does everything have to have a damn label? Why do we have to be this or that? Why do I have to be a boy or girl, or non binary? Can't I just be me? Why does it matter if I kiss boys or girls? Why do I have to wear pants or a skirt? Why does it matter if I know the name of the exact style I dress?
What does anything matter?
Recently someone said It's weird to not have a label on yourself, to not "know" your true identity. But honestly, I don't wake up and look in the mirror just to see a lesbian or a gay person, a boy a girl. None of that. I wake up and I see myself.
Can't I just be me? Rina?
At this point everything I say is one big rehearsal. Oh what's my gender? A girl! What's your sexuality? Oh pan! What's your style? Haha just basic stuff!
Like goddamn. Can't I just wake up and be gorgeous and just myself?
This life shit is getting out of hand.
Yap session: Concluded!!
No, a label doesn’t define your whole being—but in a world that constantly tries to generalize or erase difference, labels give people the power to assert who they are on their own terms. Labels are important, for example if you’re trans and going on a date, being upfront about your identity allows the other person to make informed choices and ensures that any connection is built on authenticity, not assumptions.
im gonna copy ur yap session word for word and submit this as my application to yale cuz ur writing is fire !?!?!
Even the centipede part?
as someone who doesn't use labels, I think, respectfully, you should try getting to know people and let them get to know you.
it adds a uniqueness to it
Topic: My understanding of a porn addiction.
So I've been thinking about it but it's come to my attention that I truly can't comprehend or understand how people get addicted to porn. Specifically, video porn.
For me personally, I forget porn even exists but every so often I'll remember and go watch some. Not with the intentions to get off, but rather to see if it's gotten any better. Because porn is ASS. And not the good kind.
The moaning is so overwhelming and exaggerated, the angels suck ass. The fuck ass plots they have, the faces they make. It just makes for a terrible experience. And since I usually forget it even exists, when I do watch it I watch all types of it (just not no fucked up shit).
So now when I watch porn the only thing I really be interested in is the human body. I wonder what really makes us react like this and so on. So now porn is more of an educational thing for me.
But I guess reading porn isn't all that different from watching it? But that's a different topic.
Yap session: Concluded!!
honestly, i feel like some ppl are just freaks with too much time on their hands and no hobbies. like you’re telling me you be beating it multiple times a day but can’t take a walk around the neighborhood?
Topic: Liking red flags/slag non-con in BL
Disclaimer: bitch it's my opinion and I don't care about yours if you don't agree, so don't go getting all pissy about this when I won't remember it in 2weeks.
Okay so, don't get me wrong. I've read BL's with red flags and even non con. So I'm not going to act like some saint, hell none of us can considering the fact we're reading on an illegal website! Even enjoyed some (NOT THE NON-CON ONES).
but the thing is, I don't go searching for that shit and I'm not feigning for it. Neither am I trying to defend it. Yes it's fiction and doesn't harm anyone, but fiction comes from reality and liking rape PERIOD, is weird. No if and or fucking buts.
That being said, the only thing that really pisses me off about people like that, is that y'all try to make it sound like a completely normal and okay thing.
I'm all about self love and accepting yourself. Hell, we're all a bit weird and fucked up and you just have to accept it. If you genuinely enjoy rape and all of that shit, hey that's on you babe. Just accept yourself, don't try to make excuses so you feel better about yourself. Like it's fine, no one really gives a shit anyways!
Just like.......don't talk to me at all cause I think you're icky.
Topic: Concluded!!
it baffles me that there's people who disagree with this </3
sorry i disliked by mistake! but this is so true, like i also enjoy some bls that contain sa (tho i am ashamed of it )but when people go out of their way to defend it, its just crazy, just accept its SA and u like it . no need to do all drama of its just fiction or it was a mistake..
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last week i saw a comment under ltit that "even tho the ml raped mc sometimes moving on is forgiving them " brooo
Just want to let you know, I love you for living in your truth and not acting like it's normal to like SA!!
exactly. Its so normalized its insane. Storys like my guildmate nextdoor and nerd project are doing well and they dont even have SA (mgmn only has smut by the end of the story too lololol) so I dont get why its still so normalised. Just admit you cant write conflict or a toxic character without making them a rapist. Theres a lot of stories written like this (profundis and waterside night for example..) craziest part? the story would've been good if there wasnt an entire season about rape.
Look at lost in the clouds for example, both mcs are fucked up and have mental problems and the author KNOWS how to write conflict. Both characters are interesting and complex, the storyline is a masterpiece—though quite stressful and toxic.
It isnt that hard to NOT make a fucked up character be a rapist like. ??
Topic: erm, being in a toxic relationship???
Y'all, I don't know if it's just me but this dating shit ain't gon ever work out for me apparently. Why the fuck is everyone mentally ill? Like damn, I know I'ma lil fucked up but these people be taking it to a whole nother level.
Like what you mean u finna cut your arm up like a piece of paper because I didn't text you back??? Hello?? Is that supposed to make me give a fuck?? SHOULD I give a fuck??
This shit really be blowing my mind, talking bout he gon put me in his suicide letter and then got the nerve to wonder why I don't wanna date you??? Was it ever that serious?
Anyways I'm single again and I'm just gonna shed married to the yaoi
I'm happy that you broke up with him and if he does something to himself, it's because he's a manipulative fool and not because of you. You'll find someone normal-ish soon dw
That's not healthy! He's way too dependant on you and that's really good that you broke up because your s/o's mental health is not your responsibility to handle, it's theirs. He needs help like therapist help, seriously congrats to you for being able to do that because I was in a similar situation like you and it's super draining if you had went on, it's not bad to care or anything at all but it's bad for them to rely on you way too much. I'm sorry u went through that :(
Topic: Korean bullying/how it's portrayed in media.
If I see one more video talking about the average American CAN'T handle Korean bullying I'm going to crash, because that shit is a complete joke. I'm not taking no weak ass shit like that.
Like for example, when they poor milk on they head or trip them in the hallway. First of all, you don't see her opening the milk carton and holding it over your head? If you don't stand up and molly wop the bitch. Then a wish a motherfucker would trip me in the hallway and I'm having a bad day, I'd shove my foot up everybody asses!!!
And then the rooftop beatings, you fucking dummy. Y'know they don't like you and beat your ass everyday, so if they ask you to go to the rooftop 'or else's', while holding bats and pipes, why in the helly would you go?
And they they be acting like they can't do shit bc they parents have cash, okay and? I know this school has one camera/student sighting of you getting your shit beat, and even then they clearly be the only ones beat up???
All I'm saying if, me vs the average Korean bully, I'm absolutely beating ass. Hell, I ain't scared to slap no trust fund bitch when everyday in my school I'm risking getting shot or some bullshit
Exactly. It will only either you die or I die situation. I am insane.
this entire rant smells like victim blaming
Brother.... I'm just saying I could never, much less the average American student could be a victim to wtv the fuck Korean bullying is....
"my eyes turn red when im angry" ahh rant
billy badass ahh timmy tough knuckle dangerous dan ahh fearless frank ahh angry anthony ahh
to be fair, most of the korean bullying portrayed in shows or kdramas arent that accurate, well i get what you mean but if they arent even accurate and doesnt actually represent real life korean school bullying then theres no point
also, one of the main reasons why korean bullies are able to get away with bullying is because of the tough background and connections they have with the school, ik ur post maily talks about physical bully then self defense but what makes you think you can fight them off as simple as that? Korean schools especially prestigious ones are infamous for their corruption, even if you have a loving parents teachers and friends who trust you what makes you think you can fight off your bullies who are much richer than you?
the thing is, the more you avoid it, the more they would want to pick up on you no matter what ways, and another thing is, if youre the same background and rich level as them, the bullies wouldnt even want or bother to pick up on you, they are not that stupid at finding their own victims
How'd you know my middle names??? HOLY SHITTT
I started the rant off stating I'm only referencing how it's portrayed in tv, not if it's accurate.
Topic: being racist to white ppl
I wholeheartedly believe you can't be racist to white people. Sure, you can be extremely rude or (it's a word for what I'm talking about but I forgot it). But not racist, hell and even if you tried to it wouldn't compare to ANY of the racism they've dished out themselves.
They nearly wiped a whole race off the planet, systemically being racist to everyone that isn't white, literal phrases and words having racist orgin, black fatigue, Literally slavery, micro aggression. And so much more. Honestly, I believe they're the reason for at least 65% of all issues in America and literally everywhere else.
Actually, white ppl without thinking that it's definitely a 95% chance that they're racist for the hell of it. Then they literally take everyone else's culture and do what the hell they want with it?
So as long as I'm alive I probably won't ever respect a white person completely and definitely not a white male. I can't stand bleach monkey's.
Yap session: Concluded!!!
That’s like saying you can’t trust a child because their dad was a murder and because they’re related. You can’t hate present people for what the people did in the past, they simply weren’t there. Most crime are committed by POC btw..
it's ragebait just ignore it. :P
Ofc I know that, but you want to know why? Because they put us in situations and conditions where we can't be better than our surroundings or even afford to. And you can't compare racism to just not trusting someone
erm... okay??? Americans invented KFC and Netflix, those are like the equivalent of gunpowder from China. How about we hate on French people instead!
Understandable, love that.
Yall be hating on Chinese, Indians, Americans etc - when the only people to hate are the French. Fuck them all, fuck their language, racist fucks! I hate them! DNI if you're french!
Topic: Insecure people
Now I know the topic is crazy, but y'all have to hear out. Especially because usually I make these rants late at night but this shit actually just fried me so bad, I HAVE to speak on it.
Being friends or just trying to comfort an insecure person, is fucking hell. Especially when they really don't want the help, or fuck it, they don't know what they want in general but they won't shut up about it.
For example: Calling themselves ugly in front of you and when you tell them they aren't (regardless if they are or not), they start talking about how negative positivity is ruining the world.
Like bitch what? Would you rather me Agree and tell you you're the ugliest thing I've seen all day? Because I promise you I'm tempted. And then they swear on everyone's soul that their being misunderstood. Like no girl, you actually just don't want my comfort you just want to yap my ear off about your insecurities and you want me to just listen even though it's hard to listen to.
Like, I'm sorry I don't want to hear every bad thing you think about yourself? I'm just trying to have a normal conversation with you, y'know, like normal friends do? I'm not your fucking therapist or anything. And it's even worse when they just say it out of nowhere, like at LEAST give me a warning.
So if you're one of these please understand you're MAD annoying to talk to, like actually. Even if the people around you say otherwise. Trying being considerate and shutting your mouth!
Yap session: Concluded.
wow you seem like a great friend. why do you still hang out with those people if you find them so annoying? my personal yap addition to your yap is how people have the audacity to say all of this and still think "i just want to be normal friends and have normal conversations". you're the one n control of your environment and if you're still friends with those so called annoying people you call friends then you're your own problem. they cant help themselves, you can't help them, and clearly, you're not helping yourself either staying in this superficial friendship. yap addition concluded.
i agree. i feel bad for insecure ppl bc ik they have a lot of issues they need to resolve themselves. had a friend i used to talk to a lot, he always put himself down. (nothing bad happened between us, just grew distant bc of life)
i just really wish they would put the energy of pitying themselves to some kind of change. it must tiring, always doing the same thing and complaining that nothing better is happening.
i used to be like this too in my younger years, but there's just a point in life where you need to take responsibility of the things you CAN control. (And stop putting all the pressure/responsibility to others)
tldr, i feel bad for insecure people. but they also need to put their big pants on and try living at some point. or dont ig! not my problem :P
Honestly? You really just clocked my shit, can't even lie. Personally, I try not to be a hypocrite about things but I guess this is just one of those things that I'm being one about.
I hate when people stay in relationships they don't like and complain about it, so it's kinda crazy that I'm doing that right? Truthfully though I've never stayed a hypocrite long, so I will be hitting that block button today!!!