
idk if i missed something but i dont understand why the director is so obsessed with the uke??? like we know you love him but chill dude

That’s the question of the century for me. AND YOUR COMMENT REALLY RESONATED WITH ME/ explained what I was feeling. Thanks you so much! I needed this. I’ve read it from the beginning till now and TBH there’s no really deep love that I feel from the uke. The director on the other hand EVERYTHING(his emotions) IS FREESH AS FUCK!
Please bare with me..
This is why I feel so conflicted. Yeah the art is A1 top notch but theres no sincere gratitude/feelings for the director that I’m getting from the uke. LIKE IN THE BEGINNING, he was targeting the director because of his blood. Then finds that it has no benefits for him. Runs away from his problems. Loads of intense sex with director. Ends up in hospital. Cries because he’s dying. Finds out the director stalked him even though he ran away. more intense sex. Etc < if I’m wrong Abt something leave it.
BASICALLY, I’m really disappointed that the seme has some deep ass feelings for an uke that is just “cute”.
Like aside from being asked “TRYING TO LOVE” the seme, can’t uke do more than rely on the seme for everything to better express his feeling. Ik It’s cheesy af but couldn’t there be scenes where the uke finally does something (other Than sex) for the director to show the LOVE/ appreciation for a man whose willing to go To such extremes for him.
I guess finding someone to accept you for who u are can change someone.
.... sorry I’m an emotional wreck. And I’m all over the place. ╥﹏╥ Plz send halp.
OMFG ITS ABOUT TO GO DOWN YALL