Damn it's disgusting how red head is with another woman but he's thinking of a future with MC damn him
i think he was thinking more of what could have been; like if they weren’t poor and if they could have had kids but it’s still DISGUSTING
Damn after that scene in the parking lot I thought woojin *finally* kms @.@
It's super fluffy I feel like I'm reading shounen ai with benefits
I just can't understand why heiner would want to tarnish her, bring her down enough so that he doesn't love her and no one loves her, when he in fact does love her and he's just doing all those bad shit to the one he loves @.@
I mean tbh it makes sense to me (not like in a way that I would also do the thing but in a logic-ish way).
She was this immaculate figure in his mind keeping him going when he was going through actual literal torture. When he saw she was just an ignorant noble woman, he simultaneously became disgusted with her and with himself. He didn't like how much importance she still had to him. So he wanted her to become as far removed from that immaculate figure he had in mind of her, to become "ruined" so he wouldn't have to feel that conflicting feeling of disgust. He loves her in that he can't live without her, but he doesn't want to love her (and that's a big factor in relationships). He doesn't want to see how she's changing and being affected already by things and doesn't want to see her as more than an abstracted, simple noble woman because then he would have to confront his feelings and what "ruining" her actually means.
I have never hated an ML more than I hate this one @.@
I've read too many yaoi to say that it's probably not a dream XD
Fr if he say that he's back hurts in next chap then the flag is already settled
Ml's ex still seems to love him and ML seems to love his ex too, they just need to communicate better but their pride prevents them from taking a step back... for FL she still likes her ex but her ex thinks nothing of her aside from gratitude so it's a completely different situation
Ahhh so fluffy and warm uwu