
bcs it was too traumatic for him, his brain couldn't take in the guilt and the trauma of his brother's death, his brain repressed it so that it won't further hurt him physically or lose his mind. glad that after that revelation, he went to a hospital coz he needs proper treatment. glad he has his bf by his side tho. i liked the story but won't reread this again lol

i love every character that was introduced and how they connected to each other. how the story and plot was expressed, esp the emotions of the characters. if you understand each of the characters (hayato, souma, and noboru) you'll connect with them and understand where they are coming from. this is heartwarming and heartbreaking at the same time. i love how they developed and learn to understand themselves and the people around them. i love how macchan and itou didn't force them or pressured them to tell them their relationship thooo, bcs the two had been through so much that ik it will be hard just telling someone that you're in love with someone that has the same sex and your friend. idk people can't learn to READ PROPERTY and UNDERSTAND the characters. if you hate one of them, then go out and touch grass, build a relationship with people, or just fucking understand that they are human (ik they're fictional buttttt) bcs WHYYYY?? why would u hate them if you've actually read and understood this story?? lol ig people are just blind and dumb sometimes but yeahh, read this, understand it properly, and enjoyyy!
lol idk how many times i typed "understand" here

i love all the couples!! esp kazumi and takafumi!! i wish mizushima(?) (idk if that's his name but the megane seme) should suffer more tbh, i wished inaba didn't forgive that fast and made him chase even for a bit coz inaba is damned precious and that seme is just pushing his sadistic tendencies on him
as someone who is currently studying psychology, did indepth research about DID, and followed people (on socmeds) who are legitimately got diagnosed, i really really liked this story. aside from the inaccuracy on some parts, which are understandable bcs this is fiction and is needed for the plot, this manga expressed the disorder very well, esp the use of the terminologies that people often misuse or misunderstand. the translators also did a very good job on researching infos and explaining the terminologies used by the author. tho, i do advice people to research more and be open-minded whenever you encounter disorders, so that you can understand it better. and importantly, do not diagnose yourself or others. if you feel like something is wrong, kindly consult a psychologist or psychiatrist bcs your mental health matters