
i get the slap he did and understand his way of thinking and feelings but HE WAS TOO FUCKING SLOWWWWWWW it took him days to finally reach out even though he knew yuu was STRUGGLING, CRYING AND HURTING. ik it's hard to reach out to someone but damnnnn wth he knows it to himself but still let yuu overthink and doubt himself for daysss. i wish that he struggled a bit more getting yuu back coz it was not a BIT satisfying. but the overall story was good tho and worth the read lol

i really really liked how this goes. unlike the other bl mangas/plot that you'll find and read, this one is just slow and sincere. ofc they won't be immediately be madly in love with each other but you can sense that they last for a long long time. i do hope they showed more panels but i can feel it that they really do love each other in their own way. all of us has different ways to show our feelings and i loved how they can be subtle about showing it but you can really feel it.

i've read the 3 volumes and i honestly love the story so much esp kuzumi. i love how real and beautiful the story and the characters is. one this kinda ruined it for me tho (check the link attached) when rio said this i crumbled down and literally sobbed (my roommate calmed me down lol) after reading the line the next chapters and lines of rio to kuzumi, it doesn't feel genuine for me at all anymore. ik he loves kuzumi and all, and ik we all are thankful for our friends but it seems off esp in kido's context when he said rio should hold on to kuzumi. reading that kido's line and understanding the context of it, then reading rio's line the next feels really off. it feels like rio is still expecting kuzumi to leave and doesn't fully trust kuzumi's feelings and love for him. for those who doesn't understand where i'm coming from, yes, we read the same book and this is my point of view and understanding of that specific line rio said. i honestly liked the story and how it's written but that line feels unnecessary to me or he should've worded it better and clearly. i'm not saying that he still have feelings for kido, its just that he can't seem to open himself to kuzumi despite the assurance and everything kuzumi did for him. i do hope he'll find the strength to open up soon and trust kuzumi bcs that boy honestly deserves more.
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/zoku_pornographer_playback/uu/br_chapter-13348/pg-14/

i love all the stories here but chap 5 pg. 3-11 caught my attention bcs it's very heart clenching for me. if u've gone through a traumatic event (esp sexual) it's either you'll loathe the thought of sex and won't engage in anything sexual or you'll freaking crave for it and develop some kind of weird kink. i cri coz i'm almost falling into the pit of letting my thoughts (esp craving sex) consume me. i'm scared.
i liked this tho the things he said really gave me the ick but i understand where he is coming from given what he's been through in the past and it was honestly traumatizing and he was always on guard. glad he overcame it tho and let himself live a good live with his pretty and cute cat bf
I agree. The art was the only thing that got me going. Only the last chp gave me satisfaction.
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