...so pure and beautiful. See, Hank was waiting for the signal from Doggo. lol I already saw this on Tuesday on the official site, but I wanted to see it again. lol
...to find this guy appealing. Now he strips her of her blanket and pillow because he's drunk and rude? Gah, someone give us some look ahead of this mess that makes him sound like a viable person? I know it's coming, but...
It’s his home tho ???...?
And she's been cooking for him constantly elaborate meals to make him happy, and that was HER home with his sister too anyways regardless of the circumstances behind it. Why does he have to be such an ass to her? Usually, you get 90 days if I'm not mistaken before you get evicted.
It's okay. I have a feeling her SL male is coming to rescue her, and then, hopefully, this idiot will get his act together. I just would like to see some actual humanity out of the ML though beforehand. I can't figure out how to read the raws though, so hopefully, it happens soon in the actual translated version.
Okay I agree but I would be hella mad to discover someone who lived in my house without knowing it. And it’s really his house idk why you’re so freaking mad , I could do the same as him
But that's on his sister not the poor girl who didn't know it. Why are you blaming her? lol Shouldn't it be on the sister who let her stay there under false pretenses?
I feel bad for the FL. She's a decent person, and she is trying to make up for it with cooking him elaborate meals. He could at least be cordial towards her.
Now I know this is gonna get really good at some point, but yeah, we need to move forward either she moves out or stays with him acting decent towards her. This merry-go-round needs to end because it's just going nowhere.
....there he goes to spy on her date I bet. lol
Okay, are they related or NOT? That explanation didn't really spell it out to me. I saw the raws and suspected he had feelings, but then, I thought, wait, that's her brother, right, but now I don't know. lol
Can you share the raw link here, please (=・ω・=)
...Love Tractor Channy vibes. He's so desperate for love in that innocent, pining type of way, and I think he can be easily manipulated which let's face it Channy is similar in his crush too. As for the seme, jackpotttt on the glasses (and when he removes them), but then, I started to think how did he find the uke which led me to the raws.
SPOILER:
His noona seems acquainted with the seme, and she is always worried about the uke when it comes to money. Do you think she hired this guy to give the uke money, or did he realize the uke's situation through the noona, and then, he decided to pursue him after seeing his picture thinking he was good looking? Their chemistry is off the charts, but I think the way he found the uke is gonna be messy.
Also, the uke's unrequited love sees them when they are shopping together, so that angle is probably coming up as well. I think he said the first love is now engaged, but we all know that doesn't mean a lot in these types of comics.
...of Yahwi.
After seeing Yahwi act like such a fool putting everything on Jooin about how he feels instead of actually taking ownership, I need to defend him even though he frustrates me so much. I know in that moment he's thinking he's giving Jooin so much because for him this isn't who he is at the end of the day, and Jooin is stuck in Cain's web of sweetness that he can't see that Yahwi is trying his best in that moment. It hurts thinking about it.
He needs to be like the actress told Joowon in Love or Hate desperate for his love and show it not just in words but in actions with intimacy (aka a kiss on the lips) not just sex, and until he can do that, well, we're going probably have more of these scenes. I can see the pain in his face, but he needs to express it openly.
Cain is full of sincerity in Jooin's eyes, and it makes him feel as if Yahwi wasn't giving him anything of himself, and it's making him look at him differently. The thing is I don't want Cain's eventual messiness to be why they reunite. I want to see Yahwi find within himself to really show how he truly feels towards Jooin. I also think Cain is being manipulative trying to steer Jooin towards what he wants when Jooin simply needs time alone, but that's just me.
Anyways, the time has come for me to defend Yahwi. First off I think after seeing the flashback on the childhood chapter that I can now defend his actions. Now Jooin says to him in that chapter that he will never forget his handsome face. Indeed, he has continuously told Yahwi he’s good looking, handsome, et cetera, but he has yet to recall their first meeting.
Now for Yahwi this was a very significant point in his life which was probably the first time someone cared about him unconditionally and with their heart. He literally has sought out Jooin, and in his heart somewhere is the pain that this boy who meant so much to him doesn’t remember such a significant time in his life. The difference is that Jooin probably has a bunch of memories being kind to others and receiving kindness in return. For Yahwi he grew up as this little adult in an adult world. You sense it in the way he carries himself even as a child but definitely as an adult.
Now flash forward to their first time in the hotel, and Yahwi was definitely seduced in a lot of ways (sorry it’s true) by Jooin. I think he felt as though Jooin was playing with him talking about the dreams and was very cognizant of the entire experience which in a lot of ways his subconscious was doing what he had wanted as indicated by his dreams (watch Yahwi's expressions during that). He constantly says to Jooin are you sure, how does that feel, et cetera. He isn’t just having his way with him without having an open dialogue.
Jooin also later was able to recall that it did really happen and wasn’t a dream. When he confronted Yahwi about it, Yahwi in his own way again was hurt that this boy who meant so much him that he spent a significant night with could not recall and that’s why he said it’s his fault just as he is upset he doesn’t remember their first meeting.
I re-read that scene and paid specific attention to how attentive Yahwi was during that experience, and it was a very two-sided situation, and you can tell that Yahwi feels Jooin is present during all of it which is why he is upset later when Jooin does not recall it. I honestly think he feels Jooin is forgetting memories with him on purpose which upsets him first the childhood and then their first experience together sexually.
I just do not see that as rape, sorry. As someone who was almost sexually assaulted under the influence, I can tell you I remember every second of that awful experience, and there is no moment with Jooin that he is upset except that he thinks that Yahwi was using him not the actual experience itself. I hope we can finally just put that to rest and move on about it.
Yahwi’s heart is pretty much closed off except for always holding Jooin close to him, and while it’s not shown in the way normal people would show affection (buying him food, clothes, the extra money, worrying about him with the Cain situation and sticking up for him at times), it’s the only way he knows how because he wasn’t showered with love and affection in a normal manner. Instead, he only truly experienced that through Jooin which is why he can’t let go of him, which isn't that really sad to think all those years that the one profound moment in his life when it come to love.
Anyways, that’s why I think I finally see Yahwi and understand him a little better. That flashback showed a child who was angry at the world, but yet, the child who finally understood it was not anger but loneliness approached him with an unconditional love that he has never forgotten. When Jooin keeps forgetting significant events, it hurts him, and he doesn’t know how to express it, so he just hides the hurt and closes himself off still to an extent.
Also, if anyone can help me with that flashback where he looked as though he left the hotel room, I would love to hear your thoughts because it looks as though he left and came back? That was him showing he does care about Jooin and doesn’t want him hurt, but yet, then, he came back because he can’t stay away.
Jooin is his key to happiness, but he refuses to fully acknowledge it just yet because of the fact Jooin doesn’t remember every moment they’ve shared together. Now he has Cain in his way and probably his grandfather, so he's gonna have to do what he's never done with anyone and that is fight for them with his whole heart and remember others can easily give Jooin the love he hasn't shown fully just yet. I look forward to that part of him because I believe there's more sincerity in his feelings than with Cain because Yahwi isn't hiding any secrets except the one that bonds them for life.
woah that’s a lot
Damn that's an essay
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Waww
congratulations on your psychological analysis haha
...and what about if we list what sexy chapters we would like to see in the future with them? I think the author pays attention to suggestions TBH, so maybe we can inspire the writer for a bunch of new chapters for us!
I'll go first:
I was thinking I really wanna see phone sex with them when Joowon is away on a business trip. Joowon touching himself screaming Haesoo just would be sexy AF to me, and Haesoo asking him to do it would be even sexier.
I really want to see Joowon steal something from the wardrobe department - cop uniform maybe and bring home a blindfold, handcuffs for a role play moment. Vampire type scenario too would be hot.
Sex in the shower or bathtub (both would be nice). We got shortchanged on that bathtub scene when Joowon was so sexy.
Haesoo seducing Joowon - think wearing an just apron kind of scenario waiting on him at home (ordered food but he is the dessert).
Still wanna see the first time they had sex after they reunited the first time because it just seems like it was really intense after being apart so long the first time. In my mind, Haesoo gets sick, and Joowon nurses him back to health, and Haesoo really initiates it after getting emotional and mad that Joowon has ruined his new relationship because he can't stop thinking about him. I think it would be hot to see Haesoo being the one that pushes for it the first time they are together after all that time which I think that's why Joowon feels he has such a hold on him because Haesoo is super vulnerable in this moment.
Rings exchanged sex to me is a must.
I— YES
ah yes see what happens when you deprive joohae stans of all the sex scenes that couldve been lolol
anyway i have nothing to add though cause i'm not whore-knee (￣▽￣)
Joohae sex after day at the beach. Preceded by Haesoo clad in tasteful chic sun protective clothing, hat and sunglasses, while Joowon surfs, looking all hot muscular and assured in sporty trunks. (Ok I’ve got this thing where I really want to see my man surf.) Joowon playfully pulling him into the water, half carrying him, skin warm and salty, smelling of coconut oil. Stolen kisses as sun is setting, eating cut up ripe fruit passed between each other’s lips. Sand in the sheets and too hurried to shower first, with Haesoo in the driver seat.
...is the stalker 1000%. The other guy is just an annoying pest and total creep. He's not smart enough to be a stalker and more of that in your face guy who will let the world know how he feels.
I want both couples to have a happy ending. My heart was hurting for poor BIL, and I think his brother finally understands that and feels bad.
...wonder who this boyfriend is that Sera stole from the FL? I really keep wondering about it even though obviously I don't want them together. I thought it was the blonde, but now I don't think that's the case.