
Oh nooo this started off so well but now it's becoming so stereotypical and pick-me. Ugh fuck.
Like what u mean she did all that for a tsundere cunt? if another soldier gets sick is she gonna do all that for everyone? Feed them medicine and offer her bed? I just really want to get on with the plot cuz it's so interesting, but why is she trying so hard to kiss ass. She could've sent a medic to him, and the tea with that makia commander? It feels like she's trying to mother all these boys
I didn't expect this to go down the shoujo route, maybe its time to drop.

it was literally under her order that he was out hunting and got injured in the first place… those two commanders are technically under her orders which in some ways also means under her care as well. also idk why her offering makia tea is so upsetting. 1 she’s a maid used to serving people 2 if he’s there while offering tea to the crown prince and the other guy, naturally she’s always gonna ask since he’s there as well.

I do understand that but it's just the way this is going is... she's literally going out of her way for that asshat. Like she did tell him to go to a medic and get checked. And okay tbh I'm mostly irked by the execution of this. Like you're telling me the infirmary doesn't have cots for sick people that she has to give her own bed? No no like tell me that see that this is just conveniently set up so that the "rude tsundere tough man" will see just "how much she cares" by pleading with him to live over a fever, wiping the sweat off his brow to "save him". And then he's gonna be all blush blushy around her from now on cuz, "no girl has ever cared for me like that, they always misunderstand me....". Come on! And this definitely was an excuse for the prince to walk in on her sleeping form in his beloved horse and to see her so delicate with her hair down and unguarded...and hes gonna fall for her. Again ARE THERE NO BEDS IN THE INFIRMARY? And I'm just unreasonably and irrationally mad at the commander for not accepting tea just cuz he doesn't want a girl in the battle field. It's so petty like it's just tea. I'm even more mad that she's overjoyed that he accepted her tea now because it means she somehow "proved" herself, by caring about the soldiers, and "nursing a man with a fever" and he sees her in a "different light" now. Like she didn't need to prove shit and is just doing her job. And it so shoujo coded and I like shoujo like ouran highschool is one of my favs. But the way this is WRITTEN gives me goosebumps cuz it started off so well but now it's so predictable.

I feel our MC's disgust like---imagine seeing the guy u have feelings for beat a father to death over some medicine for his sick child and showing no remorse for his actions, and that same guy crashing out asking if what he did was wrong, followed by immediate agreement and a hug---I'd feel absolutely nauseous too. Dang the plot is so intriguing i wonder how this is gonna play out but I rly hope Guwon won't turn to rape to get what he wants. I also feel like the townspeople will use teach as a tool and manipulate him to get what they want. They did vote to execute a father after all.

That story of Guwon crushing the skulls of the Vet's children and his wife in front of his eyes made my pussy dry up so fast I dont want our MC to sleep with him anymore. But that's not gonna happen lmao. From now on I'm changing gears. I'm not here for the smut anymore the plot is just too interesting. Also I can't find that zombie hot anymore until he gets a redemption arc or something.

I'm sorry but why does he hate his defense mechanism? Most omegas would kill for that and he calls himself a monster? I feel like in terms of omegaverse this wouldn't be an omega's first thought? It only activates when he is in danger

Because he got traumatized by it... Imagine as a kid feeling so scared by someone that it overwhelms ur senses and BOOM. the person is FOAMING AT THE MOUTH passed out on the floor and there's literally no one else to blame for it other than you. AND HE ENDS UP COMATOSE FOR 3 DAYS. 3 DAYSSS??? WHATT???? I would be scared and blame myself too because that's scary . What if it happens to someone I care about? Or someone I need conscious??? Hell naw bro

Is it attempted murder if a victim didn't intend for it to happen (it wasn't pre-meditated) and their body defended them from get coerced and raped by alphas who intentionally use their pheromones to subdue omegas because they believe they are "lesser" than them? What about the crime of the alphas here? I think it's a "you get what you deserve" type if situation. I understand the trauma from hurting his cousin, but concerning other strangers or alphas that would harm him which happens to him quite often every board meeting--idk at the very least I didn't expect him to be suppressing that defense mechanism using medication considering how much he depends on his "monster body" to not go into heat every board meeting and get raped. Personally I think he doesn't have much survival instincts. And who knows, maybe something the cousin did, put him into a state of fear that his body worked to protect him from immediately and suppressed his memories of that moment. In any case I think thay defense mechanism is a good thing.
I am still SHOCKED AF when the bomb was dropped even though someone already spoiled it for me. FUCKING CHILLS WTFFF WHATTTTTTTT this is so fucking good