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Yugeon and him fell in love in the middle of disaster, but they did . Its there, when they talked and stayed together, when they had sex, when they looked at eachother, when they saved eachother no matter what. They knew it from the moment they saw eachother.
Yugeon was waiting for Shinjae, not the others. Face it

Everyone here keeps trying to make sense what the right love is, how how the right way to fall in love should be.

But it wasnt like that with the others, with him it was never just “guiding” . They want to save eachother, they want to make it work. What is that , if not love?
He was always jealous about Yugeon, just reread.
But he was everyone’s guide……. He didnt want to give it meaning since he wanted to die .
And now they face the consequences, but they do so together. They know what happened, why its happened and that it cant be changed. So they need to work it out. They will talk, they will show it by the way they love eachother.

What is even normal love? Love is love even when its between two broken people trying to protect it, to make it work.

Searching for the why they fell in love, while dismissing the way they were always looking at eachother

The toxin has to be the love he will feel for Garon, the real poison. Cause he will fall in love, despite him being a horrible person. Garon’s obession will make him fall and lose his sanity. Its different when he is with him, everyone feels that. Even he does.

As of now its not love ,its obession ,both sides.
Obession because of sexual tension, trauma bond, raw pure hate, revenge and the fact his poison is inside Garon.
The fact he will be the one to kill him makes him obsessed with him.
The fact he has his life in his control. And i think Garon wont even care.
This is why he would go back. He doesnt love him. He wants revenge and i dont think he calculated the fact he would be attracted

people not really getting the nuance/appeal of Luke and Andrew's relationship I see and I wanna throw my two cents in, lmk if yall agree or feel free to add your own takeaways from it. Long paragraphs ahead lol.

From the start, Luke is shown to be a passionate, sweet, and deeply loyal lover. He’s incredibly attentive, sometimes to a fault, going along with even Stacy’s more unhinged demands without much resistance. He’s highly emotional, wearing his heart on his sleeve, and isn’t afraid to be vulnerable, often tearing up or openly expressing his feelings.

Andrew, on the other hand (who I personally believe is somewhere on the spectrum), had anything but an easy or loving upbringing. Pushed into the public eye at a young age and repeatedly exploited by his father, he naturally became wary of relationships and struggled with emotional intimacy.

Now, enter Luke with his ingenious plan to endear himself to Andrew so he can stay in the room. But what’s fascinating is that, without even trying, Luke starts breaking down Andrew’s walls just by being his natural, easygoing, and charming self. By the time they confront Stacy together, you can already see Andrew falling for him.

Meanwhile, Luke is just as obsessed with Andrew, he craves his validation, loves seeing him smile, and enjoys pulling him out of his rigid routine. He’s like a puppy desperately wanting Andrew’s attention. So when the kiss happens, it’s not random, Andrew is already completely thirsty for Luke at that point, and while Luke is a little naive, he’s also lowkey into it. His bi awakening unfolds in such a fun, organic way, they hang out, they make out, it’s hot, it’s playful.

What makes it even better is how Luke handles all the talk about Andy Young, he could have easily gossiped or pried, but instead, he’s incredibly respectful, refusing to engage in speculation and wanting to hear Andrew’s story directly from him. That level of consideration and care is just chef’s kiss.

And now in the recent chapter, Andrew is the puppy, he’s completely latched onto Luke, following him around, and Luke is just accepting it in the cutest way possible. Obsessed. But I do wonder if Andrew’s growing dependence on Luke could eventually cause some friction. He doesn’t seem all that interested in Luke’s friends, and I could see potential issues with jealousy or possessiveness down the line. Maybe I’m reading too much into it, but I’d love to hear what y’all think.

one of them thinking ab marriage and the other decides to take him sex toy shopping how fun

**SPOILER**












as someone who’s read the novel, mc straight up has Stockholm syndrome, him and garon are endgame and he saves garon after the poison kills him. but i literally cannot tell you anything about garon that “redeems” him at all. he just tells him he loves him and stops trying to kill him…truly that’s all. So for mc to like him back, there’s no other explanation for it than stockholm syndrome. Garon never even apologizes for anything till the end of the story.

yap yap yap JUST FUCK HIM THROUGH THE MATTRESS AND MAKE LYLE BOUNCE ON IT CRAZY STYLE

We all know what's gonna happen and we're ready for it, come on, take one tittie out so I can imagine the other

Sorry for my yapping in advance, the story is just to interesting lol xD




Lord Mugo about whom the other god was talking seems like our asshole Mugo, those vivid memories of him showing middle fingers and doing all sort of things were hilarious, but there he doesn't really looks like Sir Mugo. I don't remember correctly, but was it said that 2 other personalities appeared later? So what if real Mugo isn't sir one, but asshole one. Especially since he's currently most dominant personality and once was talking with reflection in the mirror that seemed extremely evil.
Also, someone in the comments, translated Mugo's name from Korean to Chinese and than English (not sure if it's correct tho, I know nothing about either of the 2 languages) and said it means something along the lines of ' falsely accused '. We also saw from asshole Mugo visions that someone dear to him was killed and that someone seemed to resemble MC. Plus other god mentioned that Mugo wasn't like other real gods ( because he was asked about being alpha, etc).
There was manhwa I once read, can barely remember anything, but there the boy was offered as sacrifice to huge mountain snake so snake can become a dragon (it's something from mythology) and than protect them. Snake evolved after eating sacrifice and could switch personalities, but not in the way Mugo do that. In that story the boy remained more like vengeful energy.
So, what if similar happened to Mugo. Maybe he was human and probably in love with the ancestor of our MC, than that guy died. Either the family than accused Mugo or Mugo himself wanted revenge so he was offered to the mountain snake. That can kinda explain why he eats sacrifices from the family. If they offered him to snake so they can get protection and wealth, Mugo's revenge can be eating their offspring same way they sacrificed him for wealth. Because guardian gods doesn't usually eat those they need to protect. And Mugo got multiple personalities because of his mixed emotions that separated became clear and strong .
(Sir Mugo is still fishy tho, way to good guy to be real)

Does anyone know how she‘ll find out and can spoil it for me?

Anyhow, the crazy fiancé(Oscars wife) look a lil deranged after realising Oscar actually love ines(and I say that with just a touch of nothing because WOAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN LOVE)(More like obsessed)( do they ever say why Oscar was so disgustingly obsessed with Ines?)(not that it matters. I'm just curious)(he can rot in hell.)(actually, I want ines to cut his balls and penis) (and stuff it down his throat)

The damage of love withheld is a consistent theme, but out of all the characters, I feel that only Jisung and Choah felt genuine love for anyone. Both Yusaran and Mujin were raised in emotionally abusive environments and nobody modeled how to love either family or lovers to them.

Jisung did have lingering feelings for Choah, but interfered more out of concern than jealousy, and as we found out, rightly so. He accepted that they weren’t going to get back together and always tried to help Choah as a friend and mentor.

Choah genuinely loved, cared for, and supported both Jisung and Mujin when he was dating them respectively, and in terms of all the skeletons in Mujin’s closet, forgave and accepted far more than most would. The only time he wavers is when he learns about how Mujin killed his family, and even then he hesitates to truly end it.

Yusaran definitely felt strong affection and a certain degree of awe/reverence for Mujin, but was it love or emotional codependency? He knew that his feelings were unrequited through no fault of Mujin’s but was so enraged by his relationship that he violently interfered. He didn’t care about Mujin’s choices or emotions, he just wanted to sabotage a relationship he was jealous of.

Choah was assaulted by both Yusaran and the Baekrang, but things may have gone very differently if not for Mujin’s lies. He only complied with Yusaran’s abuse because he made threats on Mujin’s life, and at that point Choah was under the impression he was a strong, but average person, not a powerful and accomplished warrior. If he had known Yusaran couldn’t harm Mujin, he would have been able to refuse. The incidents with Baekrang involved him trying to take advantage of Choah while he was drunk or feeling the effects of opium, and later on a bit of coercion. If he had known Mujin’s identity and history, it’s unlikely he would have let his guard down.

Mujin never cared as much about Choah’s safety or happiness as he did for his own possessiveness. And that’s where it all went downhill. He murdered all of Choah’s loved ones seemingly for the purpose of preventing them from trying to separate them and told countless lies. His self centeredness is what drove him to the violence that ultimately destroyed their relationship. Even when Baekrang referenced that he and Choah had a sexual encounter, he didn’t even question it or ask Choah, he just assumed it was true, then left his lover alone at the mercy of a psychopath for days on end. He showed his true colors. He never loved Choah. He wanted to own him, and that’s what he did once the relationship fell apart.

So no matter the dedication the result will always be success. In that case, I'm going to keep gooning my way to victory

When the crazy king appeared at the door with his smirk, I felt so scared, but at the same time, why did I find it hot..?




I'M SUPPOSED TO BE DISGUSTED BY HIM NOOO STOCKHOLM SYNDROME

You could fully understand Mujin idea of love by one line he said i don't really remember it but it was something like " do you want me to cut your fingers too? No but then you can't caress me gently " like your legs won't really serve my interest so screw them your mentality? Screw it as well, your memories? As long as you remember you love me then the rest doesn't matter etc etc he's very selfish lover and he knows it very well all cho uh being is not important as long as he's alive filling the loneliness in his heart it's fine.another example was when the empire held cho uh for days against his will and he did nothing but blame himself but the day cho uh tried to abandon him he beheaded the doctor hello i didn't see the same energy when your lover was being raped? anyway i didn't really like cho uh maybe mujin at the start but didn't like him half through it either he's not the type of yandere i would cheer for but nonetheless the story is very interesting it keept me hooked

Stopped bec of Cho-ah. I may the the only one who doesn't like Cho-ah bec he's toxic and the root of all this fck up. If it's not enough that he can't stand up to his colleagues bullying Mujin, he even gaslights Mujin that they are not usually bad and they are just being wary of outsiders so that Mujin will endure and keep on trying to get along with them. Fine it may be not their fault that they are wary, but what about Cho-ah's SA and rape attempt? That master that Cho-ah admired and treated as family turned a blind eye on what happened and as well as the colleagues he considered as friends and family didn't even speak up and put the blame on Mujin. When the master was poisoned they didn't even blinked an eye and imprisoned him. I mean yea Mujin poisoned the master but he was about to rot there in prison if Mujin didn't killed all those bastards. When Mujin let him out of the prison he even have the gall to say "they are his family and friends and he can't leave them". I mean if they are, they wouldn't SA you, they wouldn't talk perverted things behind your back, they wouldn't turn a blind eye when someone harms you and they wouldn't accuse you without basis (Mujin is an outsider they say why didn't they suspect him first??) Despite his jealousy, Mujin was decided to endure the bullying all for the sake of a quiet life beside Cho-ah. These people effed up and yet Cho-ah is standing by them.

Yusaran impression of Cho-ah was right, the moment he falls in love he will leave Mujin in a heartbeat. The first time he saw Baekrang he got all giddy and said he already missed him even if they just didn't talk for a day. Like WOW. You just met this person. Also I know it might just be a psychological response but how effed up is he to get even aroused and be aroused when Yusaran was SA/r@ping him? SERIOUSLY.

If anyone will say ahh it's bec he is naive etc. but he loosely says he loves Mujin over and over and yet he never listens to him, never choose him. I mean if I am Mujin I will always get anxious and that will bottle up till I explode.

PS: Not victim blaming (sheesh I dont need to overexplain this) I'm just saying Cho-ah decisions contributed to Mujin even drowning to a point of no return. He's done a lot of evil yes, but poor guy he just want a quiet and peaceful, ordinary life away from his destiny.

He wasn't looking for a mere wife. He was looking for a Queen and he knew he had found her. Many will hate how he went about it, but ....he was in a sense training Chloe for the life he had planned for them both. The fact that he did truly fall for her makes this story even better. I'll admit, this story is definitely not to the those who like a more traditional love story, but I personally love reading stories with a toxic red flag ML who's arrogant, but can also back it up with brains and brawn and can be weak when it comes to his lady love. Chloe is by no means simple minded nor weak either and she never let her disability to stop her. The fact that she was so brave to plan and actually leave him and for him to chase after her... had me loving every moment of their crazy... admittedly toxic love story.

I ain’t no meat but he can pound and grind me all day, all night, no breaks, everywhere and anywhere

Bruthaaaa ewwwwwwwwww why you blushingggggg someone take grimace awayyyyyy

MY ASHLYLE COCAINE IS BACK

So I'm on chapter 14 and I don't understand why the FL character is sitting here telling a "Stranger" (yes I know it's her husband) her plans. Because if you were already told that your husband is apart of the super Cia team where the hide there physical appearance or manipulate them to appear as a ghost and all this other stuff. Then you apply to a place that helps those said agents. Wouldn't it click to not tell your plans to no one who works there. You don't even know what your husband looks like and here you are telling your plans and everyone who is helping you. Even if we put that he's the husband to the side. After her crashing and getting arrested her finding out the truth that they're covering things up. It should also click that maybe you are being watch and followed. So this person you telling your plans too could be working with them to potentially get rid of you. It just didn't make sense to me. It seems idiotic for her character.


*Also Idk what it is but I don't trust that cafe worker could be be a spy too.