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I want to add something too. When the original Camilla was in the modern world, she was also abused and neglected but at least when she became an actress, she was supported by her fans and staffs (not all of course) but unlike her, the Camilla in the wrong soul wasn't loved at all. Like it's only the maid who's on her side, no one else. Well, the blonde one (Lila?) cares for her but other than that, no good memories was even worth remembering at all. ╥﹏╥... I wish the author could also make a story of her about the past and also the moment she finally went back to her real body in the modern world.

I think maybe you skipped a chapter or too. The fact that they were in the wrong body meant that no one would actually like them. I’m pretty sure the blonde female mc was one of the only ones not affected. Even children would avoid Camilla because they literally felt something was wrong with her.
Same with this Camilla in the other world. Her father would look at her and hate her, of course trying to kill her as a child was way too much so he already was a shit parent, but he literally looked at her and felt hate.
So in the past of this world they killed her because of her crimes as if she was just a stranger essentially. They couldn’t form a bond with her so it was much easier for them. Same with her brother, he didn’t mind involving her in his crimes because one he also felt unloved or unwanted but he also couldn’t love his biological sister. He also was killed for his crimes in the past.
Past Camilla couldn’t understand why no one wouldn’t love her thus her desperation.
Actress Camilla (I forgot her name) relied on her image as an actress which is an artificial and parasocial relationship. But she didn’t actually have anyone.

And the fact is they actually did try but just couldn’t. For example. Her stepbrother Ludville? Actually knew that Camilla hated apples even before interacting with her with her soul in the right place. He did want to form a bond with both Ravi and Camilla but not only did he suck at social relationships, but the different soul issue made it harder with Camilla

I know some parts from the novel if you want some spoilers about OG Camilla.

Also I’m pretty sure it was so bad that her mom committed suicide in front of her as a kid. Modern day mom

Spoilers

|| OG Camilla also watched Camilla die in 19 times in her dream. Camilla obvisously doesn’t remember because that would break her mind but it did happen. It was also at her bio father’s hands. The one that tried to choke her as a child. In her world now I think she has a system in order to level up her acting skills, she has gained friendships or actually has people who genuinely care. And her father does try and come back and kill her but her manager comes at the right moment because they’re worried about OG Camilla because of something and she’s rushed off to the hospital and is fine afterwards. Meanwhile her bio father trash dude is actually freaked out because he doesn’t automatically hate her on site anymore I think. ||

Okay this makes me feel better about everything it’s just still so sad that they could’ve been happy and missed out on all of those happy years with their family and got neglected and adjusted instead, if I was Camilla Dorman would’ve been six feet under

To be fair he actually has a different reason than what they said. Do you want that spoiler?

Yesssss pls (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

Speaking of Apple, the chef and even Ludville know that she doesn't like Apple but why does it apply to the current Camilla? Does they have the same food preference? Also the child Camilla in the past who Lila remembered. Lila gave her an apple right? And I think she likes apple that time, did she hate apple after her mom throw it?

The thing Camila did to Rania, calling out the souls real name and expelling them from the body they possessed, is actually something super rare. That person is called a “mirror of truth” I think. They can also find out the name I believe.

The cult had a way to find out when a “mirror of truth” is born but not who so they have to go and hunt them down and kill them. Doorman’s younger brother was one, they found him and killed him but also destroyed his soul, I think, so that he couldn’t reincarnate. When Camilla was going to be born, Doorman saw her soul, realized she was a mirror of truth and sent her soul away to protect her. By switching her soul back later, it wouldn’t register as ‘mirror of truth’ was born making her safe.

But it took way longer than Doorman thought to switch them back and because of Camilla and OG Camilla’s hard life it got super difficult. He apologizes later to Camilla but doesn’t regret it because her soul might have been destroyed completely if born in her actual body once the cult found her.

Dorman has a sibling Σ( ￣□￣||)...now that's something I didn't expect.
Wait, is Dorman previously a normal human before he became a soul manager (?) cuz how the the hell a cult can hurt someone on their level.

I believe so.

I’m pretty sure that someone else becomes a reaper later on in the story. Can’t remember who though.

Awww man so I can’t hate Dorman （￣へ￣）

Guys I meant my heart not my heat

It's okay it's probably just omega autocorrect.

I'm at chapter 49 I'd say it's somewhat toxic so far , the MC sticks his nose where it doesn't belong, he's really naive as well.

The esper chokes him at one point , but they did the yk what after , which both party consented to .

But like no rape and stuff like that? Cause like I read the lastest chapter just to see what it’s like and like he seems to be obsessed but idk if it’s like a misunderstanding or something cause I haven’t read anything else but the last chapter

He's possessive - so far no rape , the guide consents as far as I have read .

I feel like the main problem is that he isn’t focusing the training in any of those powers. You know the “it’s better to train 100 times one skill than having 100 half baked skills” thing.
It would have been better if he had choose one power to invest and train the others as just a support or alternative.

Biggest variable here is that he can only use either magic, diamond ppl powers, shadow power, runcandel swordmanship one at a time. People aren't supposed to find out he can use all of them so yeah honestly he's got a pretty bad disadvantage.

i think the disadvantages are nice way to balance him out and build the world because we can see that he isn't completely op and can't handle everyone.. infact he hasn't beaten any important figures of the world and that really helps make the world of the story to work properly..

Yea honestly i had never any qualms about it. He's still considered OP but not too OP. He's got lots of talents and ofc hardworker but he was never a strong individual who once sat on top of the world in his past life or have any game like system to guide him, so it's understandable that he's not as OP as other MCs out there

I see! That makes sense