but I would like this story a lot more if the ML wasn't constantly trying to fuck?! especially knowing that it was MC's first gay relationship and he was still coming to terms with his feelings and sexuality.. I feel like the top kept pushing for sex a little too much for my liking. Other than that, it's been a really nice read!
for a second I thought mc had grown a backbone and started to get his act together... only to end up doing the stupidest things ever!!! what made him think he could walk into a secret torture club, with a psycho motherfcker who he shouldnt have trusted in the first place, and make demands with zero survival skill?!?? the rape was so disgusting, but did he srsly expect to be able to just walk out so easily?? and then he ends up right next to that fuckass Risky again?! dude was hurt so had he was out for 4 days and still hasn't recovered... but this fuckass wants to fuck and mc just says yes?!? dear God. talk about shit ass writing
I wanted to see if this story had improved, but I guess not. based on the comments, ML started acting differently after he found out that mc was assaulted in the past? and... is that supposed to change anything?? suddenly growing a "conscious" doesn't change the fact that he's been an asshole and borderline abusive this entire time. A decent person would have treated their very obviously inexperienced partner more decently from the start. I genuinely pity the mc for falling for such trash.
it's still very pretty.. but.. I liked the original. go back to the beginning and you'll see what I mean. Yujin looked way more masculine. now he almost looks like your typical uke but with muscle!? idk how to describe it well.. even tho his personality and attitude is still the same thankfully, the visual change is distracting.
guys, please comment on my post when mc grabs the gun so I can start reading again. I dont wanna see what more he went through in his past life..
I already skipped the last 3 chapters, someone was nice enough to tell me I need to wait a few more, around 3 or so. I already hate the ML's guts without this part. The worst part is that if you read the current timeline again, the ML is still terrible. He pretends to be oh so nice, but actually sais nothing and the MC's mental state still deteriorates. He could have sent him away or do better
but where does the story actually start?!? these chapters are confusing. everything is a one-pager, and mostly of drawings with a few words. Where is the start of the story??
if you go back to the manga's page, in the comments section (right after the list of available chapters) theres a comment by the user KyoZaNa✿ that pretty much explains where to start
(tldr: around chp 43)
i personally didn't skip those first rougher chapters, bc they help set the tone of the characters (then again, i did start this series years ago lol), but the story has progressed a lot past them so i wouldn't say they're essential
get ready tho this is as slow burn as it gets, you're in for the long run, welcome aboard! o7











watching him act and feel the way he does is honestly so fcking tragic actually... and the abuse and mistreatment by literally everyone in this fuckass story.