
".. I want to be kind to you" by sexually assaulting you first, then use your misfortunes, that I caused in the first place, to force you into a deal you can't refuse.
that whole confession-like speech sounded so insincere that it's laughable! he just said whatever mc wanted to hear to get that reaction out of him, and succeeded
and mc catching feelings in the midst of all of this? after being treated and humiliated that way?? WILD. even the fcking ghosts are warning you bro!!
it's so frustrating that half the time mcs are all written this way. assault and coercive behavior leading to romance...

what is even the purpose of his obnoxious behavior at this point?? he's just acting like a bully!! the plot is long lost, and it's turned into just coercive sex and harassment. poor Llewyn is making a genuine effort for this so called date, but his honesty is being ridiculed, and this asshole can't even respect him that much. Llewyn used to stand up for himself a little before at least, but now he just keep giving in... the dynamic is frustrating, and they're just not likeable together.

absolutely fcking unnecessary! I dislike that gray haired asshole more and more every chapter...
also, I know dude is a jerk.. but if you really think about it, his first sexual encounter left him traumatized but nobody he dated had any sympathy or understanding whatsoever?! like, why cuss him out and dump him just because he couldn't go through with intercourse?!? unless they just wanted sex, seems like the girls he dated were trash too.
He's lowkey being emotionally manipulated. He just wants to be accepted and loved for who he is, and this pushy ass Dom seems to be the only one that can do that for him.. and unfortunately this is a universe where he has no other choice but to find a partner. They're not even officially together yet the Dom is using commands on him already... sure he corrected himself, but knowing that the sub will always be at his mercy is unsettling imo. He seems the type that if things don't go his way in the future, he'll just resort to using commands and be forceful because he "loves" him.. so all is justified in the name of love, right?
I'm aware this is just a piece of fiction and it's not that deep lol but sadly these types of dynamics and relationships exist in real life. It's in our nature to want to feel loved and be accepted by others, but remember to always put yourself first! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶