".. even my heart lusts for you now" my heart actually went ba-dump ba-dump
Like dayumm, ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
I might go on hiatus until it's completed, as long as I know the ending is somewhat acceptable... cuz the spoilers I've read are awful and I don't have the mental capacity to suffer one chapter at a time like this
Raws are ongoing, no ending yet
I decided long ago to ignore the whack proportions they don't even bother me anymore lol I'm here for the whesome content
there's so much to unpack here.. ML is actually fcking crazy and needs to get his head checked. nothing about his behavior is normal, and the fact that mc doesn't see that is so bewildering!!!! he's the epitome of "love is blind", refusing to see the red flags even when it's pointed out to him. I understand his trauma and being afraid of being abandoned... but that's exactly what ML is taking advantage of. If someone so blatantly and aggressively expressed their disgust and thought I was "dirty", any and all feelings I've ever had would be washed down the toilet right there and then. It's also a very clear indication that he has no genuine affection for mc, the only thing he feels is obsession and possessiveness. He quite literally treats mc like an object, not a human being, and speaks as if he owns him... regular friends do not act or behave the way he does. how does mc not see that?? multiple people have pointed it out to him, yet he somehow fails to see the issue. ML is an actual parasite, like that one dude said. He has no real regard or consideration for mc's feelings because he views him as something he owns, not as a person. There is absolutely no way they could ever have a healthy relationship, or be happy together. MC is literally emotionally and mentally chained to his psycho ass. He's been manipulated and conditioned to remain codependent.
I'm already in love with his military hyung, and you can tell he genuinely cares about him. Oh how I wish that for once the 2nd lead would be endgame.. sigh
I need them to hurry up and explain why Robin doesn't remember anything.. like, his memory is completely wiped out, not even any vague flashbacks are happening during the time he's spent with Hangyul. Did he forget everything from his childhood, or is it only his memories with Hangyul that's been forgotten?!??
also, I feel like the skip/transition from them talking to them attending the friend's competition was weird, like there's missing pages.
Yaaa but its not a big deal
Thankfully
So I can't speak for others, but I've blocked out a lot of my childhood. I have a lot of painful memories that I'd rather not remember. Even thinking about the good times circle me back to the painful bits. So in the end, I wouldn't think about any of it. I'm not saying that this is what happened with Robin, but to me it makes sense.
"I love you" ??!!?!?!??? the second hand embarrassment sent me to another dimension! this chapter was sad and cringy as hell. He needed medical attention not dick! are the effects of aphrodisiacs actually this extreme?! cuz why is he acting like he popped out of an omegaverse in his heat
LMFAO REAL I was covering my mouth in shock
Saaaammmeeee
it's absolutely wild to be catching feelings in his situation at this point I just care about the culprit getting caught lol I personally don't see any room for redemption, or some dumb romance. just reading out of curiosity to see where the author goes with this
now this is just all types of wrong!!! holy hell..... how can you SA anyone, let alone your own brother, EVERY night?!!! he needs to be institutionalized. If the brother did actually wake up this time, I truly hope his reaction is as extreme and as horrified as it should be.
people seem to believe he's been awake this whole time... guess we'll have to find out, but even if he was, I do not believe he's been pretending to be asleep because he's "enjoying" it. victims freeze most of the time and don't know what else to do... he must have been shocked, and on top of that it's his own fcking brother! he probably doesn't know how to even bring it up or confront him. I'd be confused as terrified as hell.. on top of that he has all the family pressure and burden as the "perfect older brother". if he has been awake, he's probably been putting up with it not knowing what else to do, imo. This is such a fcked up situation!
He purposely got his boyfriend drunk just so he could quasi-r@pe him?? that was.. idk.. so unnecessary?! and I have no issue with smaller tops, but why are they straight up creepy most of the time?
as soon as i seen bro come home drunk, i alr knew what was gonna go down
fr.. imagine raping someone you're already in a consensual and emotional relationship with so disturbing
WHAT KIND OF FATHER??? and he gets to just peacefully die like that without any consequences?? while leaving his children traumatized for life?? nothing can justify what the older brother did, but you can't deny that he was also a victim..... my blood is actually boiling.... is this author okay??
He's only violent when necessary and it's actually sexy!!! this is public service your honor!