
The entire pov just felt like he was obsessed with the idea of Jooin wanting him (which he’s always felt like he was entitled to) rather than actually liking Jooin. The whole ‘I can do this and that for you but what about you??’ thing just feels wrong. Has he ever even thought about what Jooin actually wants??? Maybe try asking him? Talking to him? Rather than doing things all on your own?
Having sex with a drunk person and then wondering the next day about why they don’t remember the incident, not telling them about it at all, continuing to make up stuff in your head about them, and acting like the victim is just stupid af.
Like dude you literally raped them :/
I get that he’s had a rough childhood and doesn’t know how to show emotions, but that isn’t really a free pass to keep hurting others. Someone whose in the wrong is wrong no matter what their previous circumstances were. It won’t be right to leave them be and not help them, but it also won’t be right to let them do whatever they want.
This chapter was tooooo fucking hot and I don’t think I’m gonna be able to drink wine normally again ╥﹏╥