
Being mentally ill, and growing up in a environment without love, without a good example, without good help, in a society that sees almost every little thing as a weakness. Well no wonder he grew fucked up. He is expressing his love entirely the wrong way, but he never learnt probably how to express it the good way. Everyone here is good at bashing him for being a (psycho) but I kind of feel for him. He probably will never find anyone who can love him for who he his because of his behavior. People think it is easy to change but it isn't, without proper help and a good environment it will be almost impossible. You can't buy true homely love with money, you can't buy motherly love with money. I feel for the guy, even when he is the bad guy. I hope foor Yohan and Soohwa that they have a good relationship, but I also hope for the lilte brother to find a person who understand him.

I applaud to and thank you for pointing this out. As someone who’s currently studying psychology, I literally was about to type an essay about why it’s wrong and rude to call him a “psycho” or “crazy.” Thank you so much~~~ you explained it very well and it’s one of the main reasons why I always try to not hate the antagonist right away becuz there’s always a background to story to every character and to everyone in the real world that explains bits and parts of why they are who they are in current times

Yes I feel the same way. People don't just turn out the way they do because they simply have a mental illness. He probably never had a dad around to tell him right from wrong, or a mother who hold him close when he needed it. He turned out that way because of many factors, and when it is wrong what he is doing, he probably thinks he has no other way. No one told him there is anther way. Yohan was someone he probably cared deeply about. It makes me sad when people bash him, it reminds me of my youth, where people told me I was weird. I would never get any friends. Because of my Autism I always got left out. Society is a cruel place, especially for children who don't fit in. I wish people would understand it just a little what monsters they are creating by leaving people out of society by calling them names or whatever.

Anyone know where i can download the chapters, seems the imgr files stopped after chapter 45

Hey~ Sup?
I stopped uploading to Imgr because MangaGo is getting the files directly from Mangadex. I don't even have to send an email with the chapters to MangaGo's webmaster anymore. But I can give you access to my files, how about that? I'll send you the link through private message. I'll also ask to UnlikelyChopshopNacho to provide their versions of Chapter 47 and 48.
By the way, your mancave soon will need a new item~ Here U Are will be published as a PRINTED manhua in China :D

Mu lover is also mich older then me and because of that i can kind of understand his desire to chain him or run away before getting hurt. When your and date a younger person it can make you pretty insecure. How long will it last. Shoild i invest allot in it while the chamce is big thay he could leave me. Me and my bf have a relationship going for 4 years now. And we know ewchother for 7. And there is allot of things to think about. As he is in a different stage already of his life. It’s a changle and if you cannot commit yourself to it then don’t start it. I love my man allot, and his age doesn’t bothet me. But there many hardships coming along with a age different.

Would love to see Alex having a breakdown realizing what he has down chasing down dg, just to find dg has moved to heal his broken heart. I know this manga is mostly about smut, but I want to see some change in these boring story lines. I wish Authors were aloud to make some drastic plot changes from time to time, because know almost every manga/manwha is predictable and boring.
My finger goes numb for saving all these files.