what if guwon is actually making up this tough, confident and charming persona with like the overwhelming self compliments and shit, to protect himself?? like the words he uttered in the mirror felt like he was telling himself to keep being that guy in his persona so he won't lose control yk?
however, it seems like the mask he's put on is lowkey cracking. like hes trying to hold on to this tough guy image he has even if it's falling apart because of jinwoo's affection to the point that he doesn't know that he's spiraling into madness. i think his mind is telling him to refuse genuine emotion and love
so everybody be talking about guwon throwing up and shit because he was repulsed by jinwoo after kissing him but lowkey what if he wasnt repulsed by jinwoo, he was repulsed by what the kiss is meant to represent?? BC LIKE THEY LIVE IN A DYSTOPIAN ASS WORLD RIGHT, so guwon was trained to be a WEAPON not a HUMAN and him being attached to jinwoo would result to vulnerability and it would conflict with his like strong survival instincts so as a result he triggered a trauma response by throwing up
AND THE TITLE IS CALLED SISYPHUS RIGHT, and wdyk sisyphus was cursed to roll a boulder uphill for eternityy nd it would roll down everytime he got closer to the top so it was like an endless loop ogf suffering yk -- thats basically GUWON himself, like maybe he cant escape his traumatic past or smth or everytime he tries to love jinwoo sumn be pulling him down like he vomits and shir









im crying everybody was talking about some monster who thirsts for bloodshed but all i see is a misunderstood child