
I'm just in chapter five and now I get why some people here dislikes the MC.
It is somehow understandable how hard it is for him to speak up for himself especially since he's being constantly cut off or his anxiety trudges, but it's a bit disappointing since he looks desperate but not desperate enough to defend himself. It's insuferrable and pitiful to watch.
Can someone tell me if he'll finally get courage to defend himself instead of jsut self-loathing?

This story is just insanely good. Story with characters who are thoroughly aware of their emotions is what completes a story and this two has it. They are both aware that they do not have the capability to love one another because of their conflicting situation yet they still push through, because they couldn't really ignore what they feel and thinks one still deserve their love.
This is actually a close call for toxic-relationship representation, where one should let go because of the inflicted pain but they choose to stay for they believe the other still deserves a chance and empathy since they are going through something. While the other clings desperately in a violent way as they were afraid to be left alone, and thinks fear and patronising might be the answer.
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I just wished that if ever this is gonna have good ending, and the ML goes in therapy like literally him specifically.

I'm not even gonna mark it as spoiler, it's already evident how Mido is such a trash person, lol, lol.
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I'm almost done reading this story, currently at Chapter 30, yet this manhwa makes me feel the saying "so close, yet so far". I read the the last five chapters of this because I was getting eager to see if it gets better, but man isn't everyone here is sick in the head and has psychological issues going on their head.
I don't want to invalidate Jichan for falling inlove with him despite being treated like a piece of trash or toy, you name it. He's very pitiful it makes me sick. But neither am I gonna invalidate Mido's feelings as well, if we are talking about his trauma and other side of his feelings (feeling betrayed and abandoned), after all he wasn't aware, he doesn't know. Jichan pushed him to runaway and that he would follow him soon after yet no Jichan came for him that time and was captured by bastards, that he burrow those feelings and grew resentment towards Jichan.
But his ideal revenge is something I can't easily let my eyes or conscience escape. I know Mido wouldn't simply come up with idea and growing resentment with that kind of revenge, it's more thereof resentment that he wants to capture and hold Jichan as his possession, lol. It's obviously his obsession with him. He didn't like the idea of Jichan growing apart from him, ever since he met him, nor idea of Jichan leaving him, it irks him to the core. The signs showed ever since he was a kid. That's why he went with that plan.
For Mido turning Jichan into a omega is never about the revenge, its about owning him and making him stay by his side, forever, this time. That's why he never asked or revealed himself immediately to Jichan, because he doesn't care. Foe him as long as he can make Jichan stay in his side he wouldn't have much problem.
So, fuck him, lol.
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Also, I hope second ML finds someone good to him. And the other bastard who is obsess with Jichan, I hope there will be a side story where he will get what he deserves, lolz.
I am scrolling down to read chapter 1 and was flashed by a BIG leopard print... after that I know I must read it