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This story teaches us how should we treasure our love ones. Value their sacrifices and love towards us. Because even how long you were together it is not a guarantee that they will stay for you. Openness, communication and commitment are essential to build a strong and long lasting relationship. Love as if it’s you last. This story makes me cry, truly a heartbreaking story. My appreciation to the author, you did a good job.

Clearly Asami’s life is in danger, but in every page I see him, I can’t get over how handsome Asami is.
Next: Damn, he’s hot.
Next page: He’s wounded, but yep, hot
Next page again: Can’t Asami get any more hotter than this?!
Next page yet again: Asami’s such a perfect man *drools*
Next page still: I’m dead, I can’t— *dies from nosebleed*
Next next page: Go Takaba, get your man, stat!

Hajin gets mad at Hagnyum for lying about going to the same high school andseemingly leading Hajin on as a love interest back then. (Hagnyum said it was his twin that did all that)
Hajin's sister (Haean) saw him out drinking with his ex...she called him to cuss him out but called hagnyum by accident. Hagnyum goes to Hajin's apartment but thinks Hajin cheated on him, so he fired him...tbh I thought he'd still feel guilty enuf for lying to Hajin that he'd let it go, but noooo. He probably also broke up because Sohyun told him an anonymous, blackmailing photographer had pics showing Hajin was Hagnum's bf (which he is but they don't want a scandal). Hajin's ex (Jaehee)has got to be the anonymous photographer. And Hajin could figure out when the pics were taken by the clothes in the pic.
Now Hajin's sis is at a restaurant dining with Hajin's best friend and she sees Hajin's ex with Sohyun. (Sohyun is the idol group's manager, she hired Hajin's ex to be the group photographer but he is her bf too.) Hajin's sis followed Sohyun to the ladies room and spilled all the beans. ( Prob smt like your boyfriend did my bro wrong back in the day and is trying to get back with him while still dating Sohyun). Hajin's sister made a quick exit out of the bathroom while Sohyun collects herself. (Now I'm sipping tea to see how the drama unfolded at the restaurant.)
This chapter ends as Haji is about to find out everything his sis has been up to...

What else? Hagnyum's twin is in love with Sohyun and wants to date her again but nothing is happening there yet.

Ch. 42:
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1DoxGjeUOiODRrVBJtotTQD8szeA4vfQI?usp=sharing

Ch. 43:
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1MFP_E2K4uuEdYT3H-5AwhRo4Wz6o-qOS?usp=sharing

Ch. 44:
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1_hMDX1h8QTLFhSDUZdXfRasUchM7bk_x?usp=sharing

Please recommend me some tear jerking manhua/manhwa's i just want to move on from this manhua it's already been 1 week since i found this manhua and i still cant move on, ive been re reading this for 5 times now i just want to relieve myself from He Zishu's suffering pleaaaase recommend me some thanks~

I am always jealous of other people. I don't know if I am aromatic or whatever. But I'm 24 and to this day I didn't fall in love/have a crush/was attracted to anyone. It's exhausting.

I’m buying this is Tappytoon and I am dying to know the next story. I kept scrolling down on the comments to see spoilers from those who have seen/read the raws. Please someone spoil me（/TДT)/

Am I the only one who can’t feel any pity for Jiang Wenxu? I’am actually glad that Zhishu leave him. He deserve it, he deserve the pain. I’ll actually stopped crying everytime I saw jiang suffer. I’am sorry but I’am actually happy seeing jiang suffer. I Really hate it when people cheat on his/her lover, it’s disgusting!

Some of you may think this bad, but I hoped Lewis met up with Jiang at least once and talked out all their problems. It broke me seeing Lewis like that then comes Adolf coughing up blood cause of heart problems. T_T

His last words were for his ex bf...even though the doc loved him so much...that's the sad reality of love....its so heartbreaking

hahaha Mr.Kang be like "I'm a serious businessman I won't let this relationship get in the way of our business agreement, but will he be alright?" when it only takes a joyful Yiyoung calling his name for his heart to go BADUM

Wow, kind of sucks that I have to apperently but the whole series again for th 18+ content. Would have been a far better service to be able to let me read it eitherway. Welp, looking forward to the second season anyways! At least now I know this now. Again thanks to the peeps helping out!

I just got confused
Can someone tell me what happened?in ch45 mr ahn was crying in the bus,and ch46 started with a scene which mr ahn was asleep in kang's bed and obviously they have had sex!
I cant get what has happened!

Does anybody know how I can get to the 18+version? On Tappytoons it's only available for 16+. I would appreciate help!

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lmfao, bought the new chapters, literally the funniest and silliest misunderstanding. dw, they're both super into each other. my korean isn't the best, but. and reading between the lines like...i'm also including my thoughts based on dae's perspective.

first off, dae brushed away yi's hair while he was sleeping, aw. and then was spending his day wondering if his body was doing okay. anyway, main point. dae was sending signals cuz he thought the night they spent together was super good and kinda was expecting/hoping yiyoung would ask to sleep together again (he thinks yiyoung is kinda flirt-savvy, cuz his fantasy sequence/what he was expecting to happen after yi kisses him is like, "wow director, sending so many signals, you're shameless, what about the conditions you set?" and dae is playfully like, "what conditons? i don't remember" and yiyoung leans into kiss him like, "still playing this game, i see." since they are both in a business relationship, it was the case of them setting a pretense of "not asking for more" but they might both be like "yeah sure, we aren't gonna keep fucking *wink*" lol. and also because yiyoung kept saying, "this is all business." so dae took that as him trying to be coy.

but then when he pulls back in reality, he sees yiyoung all blushing and distraught, and daehyung is like, oh shit he LIKES me? why? i was a jerk to him in the beginning! so essentially he was just as attracted to yiyoung but thought yiyoung wouldn't ever like-like him (and also he couldn't get a read on yiyoung's personality, thus he thought they were mutually sexually flirting, because as that one theory, they both couldn't read each others' thoughts and so yiyoung thought dae was no nonsense business man and dae thought yi wouldn't like-like him but would be fine with just sex), and was fine with himself being used sexually lmfao. he was like, continuously waiting for yiyoung to ask for them to sleep together again hahah.

anyway, please be mindful of links and posting shit. support if you can. there's been crackdowns (and also i'm still learning so please don't take my summary as 100% correct and spread it on other places).

Now I'm not justifying his actions AT ALL, in fact I'm personally disgusted, but after some reasonable deep thinking I came to this conclusion.

Even though what he did was awful, it's not up to us to judge him for it. Why? He's been married for 15 years (i think) and his partner grew increasingly unresponsive in bed (because of cancer and other reasons). Overtime, his sexual desires start jumping out of the bag and he starts believing that its okay to cheat because hes having loveless affairs and his heart is still with his lover. I think of it as in the beginning, he felt guilt and disgust like ur average reader but overtime he kept lying to himself and giving himself excuses to y it was ok to have affairs, that theyre loveless and he still truly loves the bottom. This spirals out of control and now he's able to completely push away his guilt, thus being viewed as an antagonist. However, his choices although disgusting are backed up by logical reason (that varies from one person to another) and he wouldnt know of the consequences until he got busted (which is when the lies he not only told his lover but himself start crashing down and he knows how awful he truly is). Although he's not as much of a victim as the faithful bottom, I think the top is still indeed a victim of his own desires (which are harder to contain, varying from each person), the circumstances he's under, and etc.

An example to help illustrate my thesis: I'm not the perfect person. Lets say I get in a fight with my best friend and at the moment were not in conditions where we can talk to each other. So out of momentary anger I talk shit about them behind their back. It's all in light-heartedness and I tell myself that it's okay because in the end, they're still my best friend and we'll love each other no matter what. However, everyone including them finds out I talked shit and they all start pointing their fingers at me like I'm some toxic monster. Regretting everything I did, I try to apologize to my friend but they're convinced by their friends that I truly am toxic and break off all ties with me. No one's perfect.

Remember, any of yall could turn out to be him. In the beginning, he was innocent, naive, and wholesome. 15 years is a long time and can change ppl. Even though im disgusted now, I cant say for certain I wont do the same in the future under the same circumstances. No ones perfect including the top who has very common human flaws (which is why he's so well written). Hate the crime not the person

.. First of all why the fuck are y'all feeling sorry for the seme after all he did HE DIDN'T JUST CHEAT HE PHYSICALLY ABUSED HIS PARTNER
This human garbage seme is a narcissistic pig ! He didn't even feel sad for the uke he just DIDN'T WANT TO BE ABANDONED
Some of you people make me sick..

I felt sad and mad for Wenxu. I'm sad cause he wasted the love that Zhishu gave to him. I felt sorry for him cause he forgot that he's so lucky to have a lover who loves him untill the end. And I'm mad cause he's so stupid. Others will do anything to be love by someone like that, but he take Zhishu's love for granted. All the things that he did to Zhishu from cheating on him so many times, for hurting him physically, mentally and emotionally. For using violence and forcing himself into him, in short rape. It's sad that some of ppl in long term relationship thinks that it's okay even if they did a grave sin to their love ones cause for sure they'll eventually forgive them in the end. That it's okay to cheat as long as they still come back to them.

I wish that even though Zhishu love Wenxu so much, he left. I wish that did love himself first, and let go. What if he left when he found out that Wenxu having an affair with Shen/Chen that time? maybe he considered to continue his treatment, maybe he didn't die and maybe he's happy now. This novel made me realize that it doesn't matter how long you're together. Cheating is a choice, it doesn't matter if someone seduced you cause if you really love the your lover you wouldn't think to cheat at all. Don't take for granted the ppl who love and cares for you, always love yourself first.

Someone explain me wenxu' s part in chap 54 it was difficult for me to understand