I fear I may be too empathetic for this because I DO In fact feel bad for jaekyung. Yeah he's a POS in the present but that's not the Jaekyung I sympathize with, its the little kid that only had boxing and winning to drive his life, and his purpose, and the teenager trying to beat generational curses while dealing with grief, abuse, and abandonment. Its okay to feel empathy for someone's past, without excusing their future. Im not exactly a "fan" of this manwha but I did want to stick it out because this author writes characters in a way that is very realistic. I don't excuse his actions as a rapist, abuser, and just all around asshole, but I can take into account the perspective his back story gives me, and mourn the person he could have become.
I hate them all OMFG. Bottom is needy, oblivious, naive and BRATTY. Minwoo is okay but I have a feeling he's gonna become bad to gaslight the reader into thinking the top is good, sucks cs he's so cute and I like him though. But the FUCKING TOP omg. First he RAPES the fucking mc FIRST chapter, literally while he's drunk and confused and so sick he PUKED, then he just acts like and overall asshole slut, sleeping around and even going against his partners wishes AGAIN(trying to force his sub/dom kink on them). But not only that, he now is trying to force it onto the mc (who is dumb enough and inexperienced enough to just go with it) and even chokes him out of anger during sex, takes advantage of mc while he's in heat, and CUMS INSIDE OF HIM. KNOWING THE RISKS, AND DOESNT EVEN FUCKING TELL HIM?? ARE YOU FUCKIN SERIOUS? LIKE- ARE. WE. DEAD. ASS.
Bc what the FUCK do you mean "its an aspririn" no you little bitch the line was "I'm an asshole and I couldn't control my stupid fucking dick and took the condom off with no regards for the consequences because Im a selfish price who only puts my pleasure first, and I bought this because I realized my actions and want to be responsible for them" but instead he takes no accountability, and doesn't even give any fucking aftercare, or ask mc why he was in heat so randomly or ANYTHING THAT WOULD MAKE HIM A DECENT FUCKING PARTNER.
I hate him.
And I also read some spoilers that tell me this fucking dumpsterfire
Hey, fun fact, Listening to Moon river and Swim good by frank ocean during the flashback chapters(during his attempt)and before that are NOT in fact good for your mental health.
Also this manwha is THE standard, I dont care, this was so full of love and warmth and yearning that I couldn't even read the smut because it felt like I was intruding. Honestly of I could give this 20 stars I would. Literally currently making a Playlist on Spotify dedicated to these 2 that's how bad ts is, If someone ever loves me like this I think I would physically combust like every atom of my body would dissipate as my soul ascended to the heavens. And dont even get me started on the art, it felt like I was sipping on a warm coffee in a dark apartment on a rainy night, like an impending doom my soul was welcoming with every chapter. And the flashbacks felt like sleeping on a swing on a warm summer day letting the sun soak into every inch of my body and being so giddy with love I just want to laugh. The only thing I can think of that would be considered a critique is maybe lack of depth when it came to some of the other characters and how they contributed to the story, but the love story made up for that completely to me. I maybe want to see a few more chapters that just hone in on the afterglow of their life together from now on(and also him telling the girl who he is and reconnecting with her bc I lobe her<3) otherwise this is a masterpiece, they are the best, I WILL be back with my Playlist on hand, and im gonna go cry now
Just my fucking luck, I left this to marinate and I come back to read it the LAST day it updates before another hiatus
Because we all love this trope
(BL only)
Each page has my top 10 recs for these categories:
Pg 1 ➼ lighthearted
Pg 2 ➼ dark/heavy
Pg 3 ➼ sexual tension
Pg 4 ➼ slow burn
Pg 5 and beyond ➼ mix of stories
(will periodically shuffle order as I add more ◈ last re-organized 10/07/2023)
**The more extreme/explosive relationships tagged hate to love**
Came into this hoping to see the twinks on the cover fuck, and stumbled upon gold
I know there's going to be angst coming, I can feel it in my nuggets. But I can't bear the thought of it happening to them
I don't care how lazy it is, or how "unrealistic" people will say it is. I need the author to just give us more fluffy pregnant and parent life with these 2 (and oji chan bc he is a staple around here) and then slap a bow on it and call it finished.
If anyone wants to complain about it being unrealistic, or too fairytale, 1. Just say you hate joy, whimsy, and love and leave it at that, and 2. This is fucking mpreg about a snake god who made a deal to dick this dude down and pump him full of snake god babies in exchange for bringing his grandpa back to life, and they just so happened to fall In love, if
"and they lived happily ever after" is too unrealistic for you, you need your priorities in order
WHAT THE FUCK. After all of this, just fuck me in the ass with a chainsaw why don't you? And after I was riding sooo fucking hard for this manwha all this time too omfg. Like- did I feel like the wedding and marking was a little rushed? Sure. Do I wish we got some more complex looks into the main relationship? Definitely. But I held out hope after the author's note that, that would be what the side story ended up being. But NOOOOOO, here I am reading ts, gaslighting the fuck out of myself that the BROTHER doesn't like dojun that way, and that this couple doesn't make me sick (and I love alphaxalpha so it's HARD to do that for me) but there I was, basically reading Sigmund freud's wet dream, and PUSHING TF THROUGH. I watched Dojun my mentally ill, neglected, traumatized baddie, get used and abused by 2 sick motherfuckers(*brotherfuckers). All for him to STILL end up with that bum ass doctor (idc abt his little speeches, he didnt do enough and I will stand on that) AND HE DIDNT RUN HIS FADE FROM THAT MENTALLY ABUSIVE, NASTY, INCESTUAL, DELUSIONAL ASS BITCH!!!
*deep breath*
And to TOP. IT. OFF.
Not only did I read that entire shitshow teeming with rage, disgust, and contempt, but I finished it, waiting for my prize at the end of the finish line, My pot of gold at the end of the traumatizing Incestual rainbow, and instead I find "end of sidestory". No baby. No married life. No fun little character back-stories. Just this dumpsterfire.
I repeat again
WHAT
THE
FUCK.
So yeah 3 stars until Im fucking compensated.
Awww idc if they're fucked up, they're my kind of fucked up frl. Also I love mini mart my baby he's so smart and Im happy he's recovered. Honestly I thought I would get tired of this because I thought it would follow the cliche, obsessive top, smitten bottom, and he just treats the bottom like absolute shit and the bottom clings to him. But I was happily surprised to find out they're both batshit insane, love everything the other does as long as it's related to each other, and are both weirdly in denial that they're IN LOVE. Anyways I love these crazy bitches and I hope we see atleast ONE times lip where they're mature enough to be loving but still fucking psychos
Idc how fine they are if that black haired bitch isn't dealing in sugar spice and everything nice, when interacting with my babies, and their babies, they gotta go. IMMEDIATELY.
Omg this is so good and I'm literally FEINING for the next season, especially with this fucking delicious plot (like wdym we just went from fucking for 4 weeks to having a bloody black and white flash back). But the only thing I'm kinda bummed about is how annoying glasses Mugo is like BRO CAN U CATCH A VIBE OR WHATTT. Ugh and I feel like the author is trying to steer us away from him (prob bc he's evil or Smth) with the whole "geezer" shit and everything but idcc I need him IN THAT frl. Like pls U CANT tease me with the whole "the old geezers gonna be the one you fuck next" and then have him be on some hater "how vulgar" shit. Like please just ONCE ONCE before it's revealed he's some evil lord from the past who probably took advantage of jerk Mugo's vengeful so to become a god (bc he obviously has a god complex) Just ONCE I need him Begging for it or demolishing that shit like pls pls pls pls pls idc that he's old he's a fucking gilf, + I love jaehon and I think he'd enjoy it
This is why I stick to BL loll cs this is really cute but I need to stop reading stuff like this it gives me unrealistic expectations Not bad for a smutty straight plot though pretty cute and the Male lead is absolutely adorable, + I'm gay asf so I fear I may be enjoying the whole strawberry milk concept a little too much
Nanasawa Nana, 25, has had a long unrequited crush on her senpai, Seto Aya, who she learns has just ...
- Author: hinohara fuki
- Genres: Ecchi / Time Travel / Romance / Comedy / Yuri / School Life