
Revisiting here and people piss me off so badly because Siwoo isn't an angel lol, he's also a rapist but you won't say it because he raped the character you don't like. Dohyuk is just evil and also a bad person but Siwoo kept seeing him because Siwoo has sadistic desires and a moral superiority complex in which he believes torturing a guy like Dohyuk is doing a favor for Suha and he can act as violently as he wants in the bed without feeling guilty with Dohyuk since he's a bad person.

Am I wrong or is god his imagination? After what he went through, losing his family, being raped and feeling guilty about being a soldier, he was so mentally broken that he became schizophrenic and due to the trauma from being raped, he had come to believe that engaging in sexual activities with his imaginary god is how he's fulfilling his duties as a servant of god and a follower. I feel like he's trying to justify what he went through unconsciously... More like a copism. Or maybe I'm just reading it too much from a smutty short story.
Finally! I've been reading the raws with Google translation and was going through a hard time lol.