
The victim mentality of MC pisses me off a lot. What do you mean seok(Ml)'s mother just passed away and MC was crying because Ml's mother had to see her son's face full of scars because of him? ML was grieving at that time and yet MC tried to victimize himself as always.
Aside from the frustration I felt because of MC, this story is so good and realistic. This author/artist never disappoints me.
But to be honest, I don't want to read about MC's brother at all. He disgusts me a lot for valid reasons.

Maybe it wouldn’t be that bad if he wasn’t always feeling sorry for himself. He’s ALWAYS sad or in turmoil to the point when he’s not battling something and someone else is, he’s STILL the victim. The MC needs to step outside of himself so he can recognize what grief looks like on someone other than himself. It’s frustrating.

To be honest, I rarely feel this disgusted but this is way beyond disgusting. I read the novel out of curiosity and I couldn't agree with the saying "curiosity kills the cat" more. No one deserves this kind of shit to happen to them, even if they've done some fuck ass shit in the past.
TW// rape and suicide
The fact that MC was gangraped by a bunch of disgusting men multiple times even though he didn't do anything to them- (Ml and another person were gang raped because of MC but other men? He didn't do anything to them.)
This just boils my blood because if we're going to resolve rape with another rape, how about the latter rapists? It's an endless circle. And, that one man that raped MC did that because MC was offended by his sexual harassment statements and beat his ass. How about him? Where's his karma? And how about other disgusting rapists that raped MC for no apparent reason apart from just willingly raping him to satisfy their disgusting sexual fantasies?
MC should just die at this point. Death is better than enduring all those things. MC suffers from Stockholm syndrome, schizophrenia(my opinion), and PTSD after he was hospitalised due to brutally raped and beaten. He even tried to commit suicide numerous times... This is just so depressing and inhumane.
This author and artist are both sick in the head. It seems like they hate men so badly that they create these torture porn stories of masculine men getting raped and tortured to the point death seems like the only way to escape that hell. (Not to be a man-apologist but this is just weird and creepy) what a waste of good art and character designs-

Yes. After MC was hospitalised, Ml took him to his house. It's not like MC was being forced to stay with him, but MC became so paranoid and afraid that those men would come and rape him again. His only solution was to live with ML, and he became too dependent on him. They technically ended up with each other but there's no love at all. It's a mess.
I fucking hate how this turns into some comedy genre here and there. At least, have a consistent tone just like in the novel because it feels even more disgusting to see that fucker acting so innocent with all those funny faces after raping and beating up a guy. The downplaying of rape and abuse is so bad.
he does act like that in the novel too , not comedy but he does act clueless and use his pretty face to manipulate the uke , and people around him wouldn't even believe what he doing to the uke cuz his face , more then comedy it manipulation.
I think it so far accurate to the novel
When I read the novel, at least the atmosphere is somewhere intense and the tone is consistent throughout. But here, it's changing every 3 pages. He's so manipulative and he always treats Kim Jiwook like he hasn't done anything wrong after assaults but it's worse in this manhwa here.
this spoiler
the uke does tell him after he get assaulted by those men the first time , the seme apologize to him for getting those men to Grape him , he the uke then think that he only apologizing for the assult not for the first tine he raped him , the seme doesn't feel sorry or apologetic for what he doing to the uke.
and I think he enjoy seeing him beinf tortured that the whole point , he hates the uke.
as for his changing attitude I think it might be the aurthor way to imply that he not mentally stable , like he is psychopath