
Hey everyone! I have already posted a small translation of chapter 47 but it was clumsy and messy so I d like to make a proper translation now.
Again, I'm not very good at Korean so don't expect a 100% accurate translation! I'll try my best though to provide you with a good one so you can get easily into the point. AND THIS CHAPTER WAS DIFFICULT AS FUCK TO TRANSLATE
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(alex is preparing himself for the broadcast after a long time. He is dressing up while thinking of the recent events with dg:
--->ONE DAY BEFORE
(Alex is sitting on the couch while smoking and waiting for dg to exit the bathroom.
Dg:with this, I think you accept my apology. I'll be off first
Alex :...
Sigh
Present :
Alex (Dg is so much different from before. But no.. That's okay I think. Besides, I have to focus on the broadcast now)
He puts on the mask
Alex :Hey everyone. Bj Alex here. Its been a while. I was with a friend of mine this period, don't misunderstand {->not sure about this part}
Thank you all for waiting for this transmission. I'll be sure not to let you down again.
"show your triceps"? Thank you for the 200 chestnuts!
You want me to show my triceps?
Here they are! (he shows. Messages on screen all flatter him)
Now you want me to get undressed?
Now I'm taking off my clothes... Listen carefully..
(people are giving him chestnuts)
What do you want? I'll do anything you ask.
(the numbers of spectators are more increased than normal and the transmission is fluid.
So why do I feel this way?)
He is jerking off
Alex :ah so that's all FOR TODAY!
Ah...
(he is searching for dgs nickname in a spectators search engine. The message that pops up says that there is no person with that nickname attending the chatroom)
Alex :tsk.. Maybe I'll see him at the next transmission. Ha...
(This programme is very popular, many people love me... But I don't feel satisfied with what I've done.
Some thing maybe can cover this emptiness...
(he imagines dg)
!!!!!
That is a lie! I'm only thinking of his body! And... The lust... Yeah! Thats it...)
He is at the gym.
Random guy (let's call him J) :hey!
Alex :?
J:can you look at my exercise?
Alex :No, I'm not a trainer.
J:sorry, I thought you were one. But I'll try my best... Can you make me the favor?
Alex :... Okay, I'll take a look
(j is practicing on a gym machine. Alex is counting :)
Alex :8,9,10.. Okay that's all.
J:wait a second!
Alex :?
J(blushes) well, I would like to take you out and buy you something for your help is this okay?
Alex!
(this guy is interested in me... He isn't too bad... Hm what must I do ..)
(the image of dg is showing behind
J. Alex is hallucinating. He is shocked)
He is leaving the gym
J:hey!
Alex : no! I only want to do it with dg! This is totally different. But I have finished things with him. What can I do now!!? I have to find someone to replace him immediately!
He is taking of his phone and calls dg.
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So that was the translation of the new chapter! Some of their words were rather ambiguous, I also used a little Google translation (it didn't help much though :p)
Anyway I'm looking forward to the next chapters! If you want follow me to stay tuned!
Until next Friday.
Have fun, go to school and read yaoi (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

1000 thanks
Alex is contradicting himself « I only want to do it with DG but I have to find someone else to replace him ASAP » and he’s calling him ??????? How can he find another guy like that ?

He knows he only wants DG, but he has a problem with his asinine pride, and his ego won't let him think, oh, hey, maybe DG has moved on from me. Wait, how long is this from when they were last together, do you know?

Thank u for the translation tanya...btw to alex..u wanna replace DG and u r calling DG..whats that supposed to mean..i think alex will be devastated if DG doesn't answer the call and he goes straight to DG's house and he even know the passcode for his house turnig into a complete stalker..he he(just my imagination).

Tq Tanya^ Hotmodernchick7699^

I think it can be interpreted in another way, like, “I don’t love DG, I just want to do it with him.” He is denial about his feelings and claims that it’s just plain lust.

I just hope he’s not calling him to blackmail him like I can’t accept your apologize after all, it’s your fault you have to keep having sex with me until I reach the top with his 1 million viewers

I don't think he'll do this, after all, since the first chapter the only one with the "blackmail power" is DG, Jiwon have so much to lose if DG tells everybody he's a gaycamboy and not the perfect nice and polite student he suposed to be ... Jiwon said it himself "I set up a bomb", he can"t go and blackmail DG like that

I also had the chance to read the raws from lezhin (this the first time I decided to buy coins!)
I'll probably properly post a full translation later but for now :
They fuck as you know and then dg tells Alex that he did what he wanted and now that he properly "apologised" everything is OK.
Alex does the broadcast. He says to his fans that they can make any request and he shall obey. Someone asks him to show his triceps...
Alex can't stop thinking of dg. He tries to find him on the chatroom of his broadcast but the screen says that this person does not attend the chat.
Well he continues thinking of him ... He first says that it's because he want to cover his sexual needs but of course we all know that he is wrong...
After a while, he goes to his gym and some guy asks him to help him with a gym machine. He does help him, and before leaving, the other guy asks him to go out for a coffee. Of course Alex thinks to himself that this guy isn't bad and he would maybe consider of... You know...
But then he thinks of dg again, has a hallucination (he thinks that he is seeing him behind the other guy.)
Confused, he asks himself "what I really want from Dg"?
Desperately, he calls him and he waits for him to answer.
That's how the chapter ends.

Thank you tanya..i like you translation..alex think...(you know)..hahaha..i know he think..

Thank you so much, Tanya!

Ok, fortunately chapter 44 is on mangago.. But I have a feeling that we won't have free Korean raws on toonkor. Mingwa has taken it seriously about these sites. I guess we have to respect it, she has every right to be mad. Unfortunately I cannot buy on lezhin coz I don't have a credit card but I'll try to catch up on the plot with some spoilers.
Anyway this manhwa is really one if my faves, along with killing stalking it's really lit!! *
I'm looking forward to the next chapter

can you please tell me how you use it without a card?

but that is the only way to support the author. you not buying chapters (even if you are capable of doing so i assume) on lezhin isn't helping the authors case at all lol

Mingwa stresses to read her work exclusively on Lezhin. Lezhin has worked out their issues with the creators. She also said specifically not to use illegal sites such as Toorkor (which stop uploading her work) and Mangago in a recent interview. The "boycott" you're doing against Lezhin isn't benefiting her at all. Even if Lezhin is paying her a small percentage, it's better than 0%. But as stating before, Lezhin worked it out. And if you wanna talk about moral support...moral support doesn't help her pay her bills or put food on her table.

lezhin has an option of paysafecard. Check if any stores around you sell them. Basically you go to a store ask for a paysafecard of for example 5€ and pay it with real money. In the lezhin site you introduce the information that it is in the paysafecard. Google it to understand.

How are you paying them?
The artists should search for alternatives (or start their patreon?! idk). How is paying for the chapters hypocritical lmao`? Do you know what that word means? If they would be sharing their work on other websites to pay ofc I would switch, but right know it's the only way to legally read their work and for them so get something out of it. Still better than getting nothing tho

I pay for them before, so yeas you can't say I didn't (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸
do they have patreon? that all I have to say to you.
right cause using creator's telant has slave's is fine has long you think "oh I did the right thing cause I pay to someone that use them has slave"
you can do whatever you want, and I can do whatever I want! (︶︿︶)=凸

lmao I asked HOW(!!!!) you pay them..............
I said it would be good if they have patreon?! Do you even try to understand what I'm writing.
"that all I have to say to you. " huh? what?
"right cause using creator's telant has slave's is fine has long you think "oh I did the right thing cause I pay to someone that use them has slave"
you can do whatever you want, and I can do whatever I want! (︶︿︶)=凸" lmao girl are twelve or just ignorant? Did you read what I was writing??? And don't compare it to slavery its not like they were forced to do it. DO you know how tough the art business is, many people would be glad about a chance like this. But before you put words in my mouth again. That doesn't mean its good okay. But the real world is mostly unfair, esp. concerning creative jobs.
And yes I think a bit of money is better then no money? lmao how is that so hard to understand. I hope you follow that life style strictly and only have fair traded clothes at home, cause you know what? Almost everything is made in poor areas of Asia, and people doing these clothes have it much worse then the authors on lezhin.

stop justify this crap, oh good at least you admit it's "not good".
"But the real world is mostly unfair" - yap another try to justify this crap, and I don't care how much "fair" or "not fair" the world is. I don't pay for people that slave artist.
Again, patreon is a thing.....yap ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ ..it exist. like I said before, they will get much more money there then Lezhin.
do you live in Asia? I"m just wondering, you seem know a lot about that "place" cause in china "everything bad", or at least you think you know.

HEyeyyeyeyy fujoshis
So that was a very nice chapter to translate hehe =)
I did once again an effort and here it is, the translation of the new chapter!
I repeat I don't know very well Korean, it isn't my first language, I'm still learning and blah blah blah so don't expect a 100%accurate translation.
Anyway enjoy!
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Alex :Have sex with me for one last time. Then I'll ignore the incident and forgive you.
Dg: ( surprised)
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Yea. Its okay.
Alex :!!!!!!
Dg :let's have sex.
Alex(upset) :Then let's go now.
(They are going to a motel. Dg is taking a bath and Alex is sitting on the bed, thinking)
Alex :(I couldn't say anything... In this situation. It is the first time I see dg like that.
It seems that he doesn't feel anything for me anymore.
Even though that s what I wanted...
Why?)
(Dg exits the bathroom in a bathrobe.)
Dg:
It will be only one time, no?
Alex :Yes, that's what you want.(thinks :Why does he seem so upset?)
(Dg is sitting on the bed. Alex is making a move to touch him. Dg hits his hand)
Alex:!!!
Dg :I'll take care of it.
Give me the gel, its right there,please.
Alex :...
(dg is shoving his finger into his arsehole with some gel)
Dg :ngh... Uhh
Ah, ah(moans) {for more graphic content see the raws lel}
(Alex is getting turned on)
Alex : (don't you know how you look at this moment? I'm starting to...)
Hey, how much time will this take ? Let me do it..
Dg:Ah.. No.. No I can do it... AAH
(Alex is shoving 2 of his fingers into dg s ass)
Alex:doesn't this feel better?
Dg: (moans uncontrollably. He then moves Alex s hand away . He removes his robe)
I don't need all of this. Just do it fast.
Alex!!!!
(he grabs dg s hand to turn him on his back. Dg is pushing him away.
Dg :I'll stay in this position.
Alex:Ha! (I was completely rejected)
Don't you want me to see your face?
Dg :...
Alex: (aren't you gonna answer?)
Well then...
(He starts to thrust. They are both moaning)
Alex: (shit, I came as soon as I entered him)
(he begins to thrust again more violently. This time he grabs dgs dick and jacks him off)
Dg (startled) AHH
Alex :Keep on rejecting me if you want... As long as you can.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAND that was it.
My goodness, I loved that chapter, if you wanna follow me to stay tuned (▰˘◡˘▰)(and because why not, I'm offering an important job in fujoshis lovely community)
So until next Friday.
Have fun (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

Thank you. So Alex is upset and he’s chalenging DG now because things donlt go the way he wants ah ah serves him

Thanks a lot for the translation... The chapter was a total disappointment though. We've had plenty of sex scenes before... They're running in circles, nothing new happens... I was hoping the whole last week while waiting for this chapter that it would turn out different, ... Why didn't he just tell him to f*ck off and farewell... Can't stand his depressive face anymore, I want him to smile and laugh, it's time for ale x to suffer

Thank u for translating!

Well the only good thing is DG rejecting Alex and honestly what was he expecting from DG ? He’s testing his feelings to see if he still loves him when he’s the one who doesn’t want to be in a relationship with him. I’m so mad at Alex and DG for god sake can you please stay away from him.

Thank you for the trouble.
I love this chapter. The people who can't see why DG is acting this way are the ones who haven't experienced a lot relationships to begin with. I'm not insulting people here I just want to open your eyes a little. DG feels a little guilt in how Jiwon's ratings went down so he is compensating in his own way. Also he is having closure to this relationship. Many people start to act dismissive and do what DG did by whacking the persons hand away so they can guard themselves. DG is just trying to guard his own feelings against Jiwon.

My thoughts exactky.

woww..Thank u for the translation..now im reading the chapter again and again with ur translation in parellel...but i still don't get it what is alex really feeling...he just wants DG to be in love with him and he won't reciprocate and feel jealous ....man he is such a complicated person..but i feel bad for DG..he is clearly avoiding looking him in the eyes so that he might fall again...we have to wait for one more week to know about that...

Actually, I think the reason for this is so that Alex can wake up the next morning alone in the hotel like what he did to DG in the beginning. The scene is making a full story, but now it'll be DG doing to Alex what Alex did to DG.
Likely next chapter Alex will wake up alone in the hotel room and feel dejected like DG did. It is supposed to make a circle, to complete the narrative.

thx alot. never felt so much like crying for these two cinnamon rolls like this week.

Yeah exactly it’s like love me, feel me, adore me but don’t expect anything in return because I’m a famous bJ and I can do anything I want even if it means being jealous and possessive like a jealous boyfriend
I mean.. I enjoy bj Alex very much but WHY THE HOLY FUCK ARE THE CHAPTERS THIS short?
First chapter was 90 pages and this is barely 10.
Meh
Exhaustion probably setting in. It’s a lot of work week in, week out.