
i didn’t think this would turn out like this. but i really like how realistic this is. like with everything, their behavior, their train of thoughts, their view on life, the depiction of their own “darkness”. i can relate so much since i used to stay home for two and a half years myself bc of depression.
i don’t know if this helps anyone going through a hard time but it definitely helped me to be more attentive about these matters. traumatized people mostly think of themselves and their feelings first. they’re really selfish and want approval from the people around them. tho don’t get me wrong, i’m not saying they’re bad people. i’m just starting to understand myself and my feelings a bit better, since i used to behave like that, too.
tho, what irked me was wooyeon always running away from telling junwoo his story while he demanded junwoo to tell him everything about him. (it wasn’t phrased like that but his character just gave off that feeling? idk. whatever.) tho that’s just me being me. i always think, “an eye for an eye.” so i expected him to tell him what happened to him right there, too.
overall this was nicely done for a first work! the ending felt kinda rushed to me, but that’s probably just me wishing for side stories~

she’s just homophobic. and i mean the type that doesn’t WANT to understand anything concerning same-sex-relationships. bc she wants her brother to be “normal” according to society. that’s why she’s so obsessed with his life matters. and that sentence, “i will... pretend you never said this.” when he confessed his feelings just says it all imo.

i hoped this would stop going in circles after yeonjun realized his feelings for donggu. but boi. this white haired guy just plays his cards too well and it’s just annoying the shit out of me. and maybe this whole -going-in-circles stuff is just a thing for the author. i just hope they’ll realize how upsetting it is for the readers.
but anyway, all’s good. i think? i just don’t know if there was a lot of character development (ofc yeonjun didn’t change, still a sex maniac, doesn’t feel like love to me but whatever lol)
i guess i just don’t feel a bond to this manhwa. however, i got to compliment the art. it’s really nice and the author tried their best. thank you for that!
p.s: at some point i thought donggu would just die bc yeonjun fucked up over and over again.... and this would’ve made sense since the illness is caused by loneliness.
don’t get me wrong, i wouldn’t like that, i like donggu a whole lot (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ