
should I ask what the author meant by "I raped my one" in the answer to the last qustion?

The answer will come in next chapter. The 'One' yes is the yokai's fated love, Beryl my dear editor and myself had some talk about the word to use, so I chose 'One' with an emphasis on the initial letter (like Neo!)... And rape, yes too; fucking somebody in one's sleep, unless you're together in the long run and consent to that practice (which may be tenderness then) is a rape. But of course there will be some explanation. Yet the yokai is honest, if wildly sexual (can you say that?)
I am honestly asking now:
are people blind? how can they not see that they love each other? cant they see the look in theire eyes?
I hope that they wont break up