for the people curious about the MC’s backstory…
i started reading this novel and i took a break (i’m gonna pick it back up soon) but i just thought i would write out the MC’s backstory for the people who might be curious (if there’s anything wrong i apologize in advance again i took a break so i may have forgotten some stuff) - basically MC was ur typical trainee, a dirt poor kid who had a lot of passion for music. he had another trainee who took care of him and eventually became his boyfriend (i don’t remember if they were ever official but nevertheless), but when ivan got popular and this trainee didn’t, their relationship soured. when they fucked the trainee would sort of mock him and tell him that he should sell his body not his music, and eventually things get worse as the trainee keeps asking for money from the MC. the MC gets fed up and mocks the trainee back by feeling him he’s giving the trainee one last check if he blows him (iirc that’s why the MC feels a certain type of way about blowjobs lol)
anyway, MC starts to become really cynical about love and fame which is why he’s harsh on the ML sometimes. he wants the ML (in the sexual sense) so bad that it makes him look stupid lmao, and it’s sort of implied he’s very pent up from not having sex at all due to (a) not wanting to be outed as gay and (b) not really having an opportunity to do so. i think he also somewhat dislikes that the ML is so flippant about his fame/popularity, considering how hard *he* fought to get a place in the industry.
in the future tho be warned as the MC behaves kind of like an asshole. after he gets to sleep with the ML, he cuts him off completely with the whole ‘it was just a one night stand’ sort of attitude and then drops new music with the inspiration he got from the sex. obviously the ML is heartbroken, and comes out months later with a diss. track of the MC (hence the name LOL!!)
I really want to read this ahhhh, could you share where you read the novel if possible? I’ve been searching online for a while but couldn’t find it!! ;0;
I'm super curious how the diss track gonna be lmaoo
Camping here in case the link gets shared :)
what happened afterwards lmaooo
Any more spoilers bestie?
yall i haven’t kept up with this in a while is megumi still alive or nah
He is alive. Just taken over by sukuna
yall cut my boy jaehyuk some slack he’s just dumb and closeted okay in like a couple chapters he’s gonna ask garam if gays can feel anything with their dick LMFAO
as a heads up while i think the art is phenomenal the manhwa doesn’t follow the novel exactly which is a little unfortunate (like it skips over pov changes from other characters which misses out on how other characters perceive the MC)… also the MC does have a reason for why he acts the way he does, rather than being cocky i’d say he’s just really cynical about relationships and fame. honestly i love it though and keep in mind that he’s a somewhat unreliable narrator (imo)
the top is actually annoying lmao his reason for breaking up so many times is stupid (it’s treated as a joke but the bottom actually does get sad and wonder what he’s doing wrong it pisses me off)
Kinda I see both sides ngl. I don’t think the bottom has ever confirmed that their feelings are mutual. So the top started to doubt their relationship and he only really wanted sex or that the bottom was just forced into the relationship. But at the same time the top didn’t let the bottom talk to him at all and just had a one side conversation. But for them to break up 8 times is just crazy and probably a lot of misunderstanding so I think both of them r just stupid in their own ways lol┑(￣Д ￣)┍
ummmm i’d have to disagree. have you read the raws? the ML basically just breaks up with him every time *he* perceives that the MC “likes him” less or whatever and then the author tries to excuse it by saying he’s just some loser who just studied all the time and never good interpersonal skills but like you don’t gotta be a genius to know that dumping someone isn’t cute or funny
Damn I didn’t know this. You’re right that isn’t cute. He should’ve just talk it over with his lover tf (╬￣皿￣)凸
Demmm, now I'm not sure I want to read this. Please spoil the story for me? will it get less annoying?
um no it’s a short story this is practically it unless ur taking about the extras where he ML goes to the military and there are some brief scenes of him coming home for a bit and he and the mc have sex lol
awww... guess am not reading it anymore. thanks for the info
does anyone have the chapter of skylar hitting someone and calling them a bum… rereading for scientific purposes ofc
hmmm although i do like the set up and i like the characters (finally an MC who’s hot, a bottom, and isn’t a pushover! not that there’s anything wrong with that type of character, but like after the 50th iteration it becomes kinda boring) i don’t really vibe with the (potential spoilers)
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3p… cuz both dudes are really into the MC and he just brushes off their feelings for him and sorta/kinda coerces them into participating in the threesome (basically he tells the subae “yo let’s do a threesome” and the sunbae is like “no wtf” and he’s like “ok im gonna just fuck this otaku then” and obviously since the sunbae likes him he relents meanwhile the otaku is drunk) i really hope this doesn’t end as poly tho i like the sunbae a lot (*side eyes the harem tag*) but i guess even if there is only one person endgame it would probably be the otaku….
i’m built different i like that the mc is an asshole lmao ╮(￣▽￣)╭ tops get like preferential treatment cuz their hot so why can’t bottoms? in fact i hope he gets worse <3 finally someone who doesn’t deal with bullshit
aha read the raws definitely a story where the bottom/MC is the mean one and the top/ML is the nice one! anticipating there’s going to be some MC chasing the ML to get him back moments, which i’m digging
last line in the raws: “hyung when are you gonna blow me?” LOL
would u be so generous and share the link for the raws please? ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
So it's a sweet one? I would be happy if it's true, we need some green flag guy
it’s in bomtoon
woooow i couldn’t hold back so i read the raws and be prepared for the ML to seem cute for like two more chapters and then you’re gonna wanna kill him
I haven't read the raws but I 100% figured he'd go fully obsessive/abusive ML at some point bc they've been leading up to it pretty strongly.
which is sad bc even despite his tendencies it's been pretty cute so far, wish it could just stay this way T_T
if u don’t mind being spoiled (but probably you guessed this already) but the MC starts getting alienated by his friends and a rumor goes around that he’s gay (which possibly perhaps maybe was spread by the ML himself idk idk)
Yeah I figured he'd do the whole isolation thing (he's already doing it subtly but now that MC is showing signs of liking him he's definitely gonna ramp up), I'm just worried about what he did to the friend, that cut was brutal for my anxiety, and if he's gonna SA MC at some point ╥﹏╥
OMG i read the novel for this…. it wasn’t really my cup of tea but wow nice that it’s getting a manhwa adaptation (this is a little rough so readers who aren’t into the whole MC gets beaten every chapter thing probably won’t like this that much lol…. i don’t think the ML say the MC’s entire uninjured face until like forty chapters into the novel lol)
"people who aren't into mc who gets beaten every chapter"
Can you share the link to the novel please?