
WHAT. THE. FUCKING. SHIT. I JUST FINISHED THE ANIME AND I'M UGLY SOBBING AND CURSING THIS FUCKING AUTHOR RIGHT NOW- GODDAMMIT I GOT PLAYED- I FEEL LIKE MY SOUL IS BEING RAPED IN EVERY ORIFICE AND MY ENTIRE BEING IS ON FIRE-

Ironically enough I just binged watched this for the first time too, and came to this hoping that what happened didn’t really happen but I was glad to see a bit of eiji and sing after all that at least. I really wasn’t expecting that. I blame denial and a massive headache from staying up late to finish all in one sitting as to why I’m not a sobbing mess right now.

My denial of what happened kept me from falling asleep for a while and I’m binge reading to keep my mind off of it. Though I haven’t watched haorijime my hero yet and thinking of watching it soon and hoping it’s ending is nothing like this. I just kinda gave up and since the author did make the anime ambiguous I’m gonna stay stubborn that he lived cause how in the hell does one overlook that pool of blood that had to have been there underneath his seat and as close as she got, that smell of blood. If not her someone had to, something even said Lao missed his vitals. Damn I hate and love it’s ending so much... not many things do that kind of thing, I hate that they did it but you can tell how good something is if it hurts this damn much.
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/banana_fish_dj_futari_no_eden/