
im lowkey scared for the next chapters of the novel to be drawn lots of pain and sadness and craziness

Sooo the mc basically goes crazy and the ML has to look after him a lot, this last for a while he scared the mc will forget him, so to punish him he takes him back to the red mansion to leave him there for a day to teach him a lesson but the the mc thinks he has been abandoned as and slits his wrist however he lives cus the ML feels bad for leaving him and goes back quick enough to save his life.. let me know if u want to know more ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

extreme spoilers!!!
TLDR: sungkyung loses all his sanity, cheongrim gets super duper angry and a bit crazy so he brings sungkyung back to red mansion and tells him everyone has left him. Sungkyung tries to die, cheongrim brings him to the hospital, when sungkyung awakes he has some amnesia and isnt crazy anymore. Also cheongrim's brothers being mean poopooheads.
so after this cheongrim basically keeps sungkyung captive in a room with his arm attached to his chain so he cant leave anywhere. sungkyung loses the last bit of sanity he still has left and has crazy hallucinations that make him act insane. also his memory is deteriorating really bad and he has to put labels on stuff to remember what they are and he even forgets who cheongrim is. cheongrim is also lowkey going crazy too since sung kyung cant even recognize him anymore when sungkyung was the only person he could trust to never leave him. thats when cheongrim decides instead of getting him psychiatric help it would be better to bring sungkyung back to red mansion, tell him he (cheongrim) abandoned him so he has nobody else now, and lock him in his room and leave. sungkyung takes these pills (idk what they are) and his wrist to try and die. Cheongrim suddenly feels anxious so he goes back to red mansion and finally brings sungkyung to the hospital but when he wakes up he is suffering from some amnesia so his mindset regresses to before he was in crazy love with cheongrim. from there on things get a lot better and cheongrim treats sungkyung nicer!! cheongrim even gets a whole new apartment so that sungkyung doesnt have to see red mansion when he stares out the window. oh yeah also cheongrim goes to confront his brothers because they wanna take away the only thing dear to him (sungkyung) and ends up stabbing his own hand

After he save his life the ML feeels really bad and the MC has amnesia for like 2 days, ML tells him that they live together and that his parents died, the mc does get his memory back but never tells the ML, he pretends to hallucinate sometimes to see how much the ML cares about him, cus of that the ML doesn’t like cause him any pain at all like he won’t leave marks or bite him, which annoys the mc ( he also sees a therapist reluctantly) anyways they go on the have an obsessive, possessive but healthy relationship

i just finished the novel and the ending is literally sweeter than honey

ending spoilers they are very vague tho lol
after all the pain and seperation and stuff that happens after the SS-Class dungeon andante and hyoseop reconcile!! Andante decides to stay in Korea to be with hyoseop because they officially declare they wanna be together no matter what. then ensues scenes of them where they are both so smitten its so sweet my teeth are rotten T-T and the lastest part of main story ends with Hyoseop joining Onaip again and everyones happy!!
this is the last sentence in the main story "The sky was high, the sun was warm, and the wind was pleasant. Only a happy future was in front of me." i thought it was a very nice concluding sentence
some ppl say the ending seems a little rushed but there is 30 side stories :P though I dont know what happens in them because i couldnt find a version that is unpaid.
i miss haruki