
i let this marinate for like 2 years now its finished. should i read it or not?

depends, i personally felt sick reading the rape scenes (fyi not the main couple) since they were kind of graphic and very uncomfortable, but the story itself was emotionally captivating and made me cry so many times - if you want, you can skip through the torturous sa scenes and just read the dialogue, highly recommend if you are strong enough to power through it

should i let this marinate?

I'm considering the same... They will likely have a chasing arc because Dante doesn't provide information to his lover and MC is doing a great job at reminding himself he isn't truly Dante's lover since he isn't loved. So.... Any mistake Dante makes could trigger a chasing ark, especially considering that association guy got MC in his radar. At least MC's previous lover is dead so it doesn't look like we could get a love triangle
CHASING ARC BETTER START SOON I WANNA SEE THAT MAN YEARN AND SUFFER