Okay this is it im gonna read the novel know i guess
I hav red a comment saying youre getting this all wrong its not about the sa and rape this was about forced prostitution. Hes right, I was thinking why this was so fucking hard to read even though i have red other toxic ones. Its because the way that he was being SA was not just plain SA it was more on psychological.
Bec even though he is so capable of doing work, hes skilled and has talent in the business. they keep reminding him that his place was just a mere hole for them to fuck. And hes allowing them to do it because as the first chapter he was supposed to be dead but reiner save him, i believe bec they can at any time kill him if he dont do it or have to do it or else something like that. And the way they SA him hes body is responding to them even though he dosent like it the body just works like that. Its this psychological thing that is a mental torture. Its so expressed well that its like im the one experiencing it or i can clearly feel hes emotions and all his experiencing. Its so fucked up that i had to stop. Other mangas i have read feel like im just a third person reading whats happening to the mc, but this oh god it feels like youre one with the mc.
I dont mind the age gap but why not make him at least 18
I should have marinated this first im craving for more
Ohhhh noooo((((