i didn't even read this i'm just here because i physically gasped out loud to see a manga on this site with a 5.7 rating holy shit
Its just predatory. Like I typically have no issue changing aspects of a story I dont like into something I do (ex: high-school student --> college student, step-brothers --> childhood best friends, etc), thats easy....this....this was weird. Nothing I changed would have made me like this story at all
Sorry for the rant lol. I just hate thats there's a wave of stories like this recently. If I wanted to read offputting I would have just re-read some of haradas work ya know ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
no worries!
yea when i first got into bl/yaoi i could read almost nothing cuz i have some irl issues with consent/SA/abuse/toxicity and like
everything on the market
has some degree of that
so i had to sort of exposure therapy myself into like "okay this isn't real chill" cuz i'd get BAD anxiety lolol
so i get it, you do what you gotta do to read the stuff you like and then there's lines you just can't cross (like Jinx and PoTN for me, hard fuck nope)
(only reading the official translations fyi)
haha
my playlist decided to dump "death of peace of mind" by bad omens on me while i was reading ch 67 and 68
the level of getting inside his own head the mc is doing here is absolutely wild--buuuuuuutttt it's not like he could trust ml considering he'd been withholding information from the beginning and everything he says comes off as a joke. mc must be compartmentalizing a fuckton of trauma considering the little bits of his history we've seen so far
glad to see a bl guideverse writer finally if only briefly address how fucking awful it would be to have to "physically guide" someone who was literally dying











bro is mobilizing the entire country to look for himself
have you seen me ahh