
The more I read this the more I get pissed off about the mom, like no really what the fuck was going through her head when she caused this shit?!! Like you find out you are going to die and the first thing you do is try and kill your lover the father of your unborn kid cause you want him to hate you so he doesn't morn you?!!! WHAT THE FUCK??!!! And ya GREAT idea to leave your kid in the hands of people who are VERY fucking racist to half bloods who would very much leave your child to die of starvation than to even give two shits about her!!! Like bro you REALLY shouldn't have been a mom if you're going to go and pull some shit like this in the first place!!! Like holy crap are you a bad parent if the best thing you've done to your kid is BEING FUCKING DEAD!!! Like you couldn't just leave your kid with some of your OTHER friends that would actually take care of her??? Or idk TELLING THE FUCKING TRUTH TO YOUR LOVER ABOUT YOUR HEALTH?!!!! Like omg is her head just for decoration or some shit?!!! THANK GOD MC IS FUCKING SMART

The mother doesnt intend to kill the love of her life not intended to bleed him to death. Out of fear, she panicked then accidentally slashed his (magnificent) body resulting a deep wound. The mother said before she met MC's father, she too was no different from her kind, she was arrogant, self-centered just like a dragon, but she changed when she met him. The mother acted like how she was before she met him in order for him to hate her. But she was not aware that she was pregnant with their child, she was only able to find that out probably after she left him. She regretted it so she gave the name, that she and her lover came up with, Jayna, to MC, it is like a symbol of saying, "I'm sorry and I love you both." and her first and last gift for MC. Indeed, it was stupid and selfish. But for her, it was the only option to protect her lover. It is an emotional decision, she couldnt think rationally.

This whole shit better not end up with misunderstanding after misunderstanding!!! Like please don't tell me he acts like he likes her then get engaged when it's pretty fucking oblivious that he remembers who MC is from the past all while MC is going to have to go through loop after loop trying to figure out what the fuck ml is thinking and his feelings about her when he keeps on trying to push his feelings for her deep down or fully believe they don't exist

Just in case someone complains about me spoiling things. though it's nothing like a spoiler..it can seem like that to a few sensitive people so I'm writing this long ass paragraph to hide my reply...blah blah blah i ran out of words...
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His situation is complex. He's being forced to get engaged with lady diassant. But don't worry. He'll resolve it andddd he won't let her misunderstand. Though his action will make her more confused. She's like "He should be hating me! I killed him! But why does he still like me and doing so much for my sake?"
Honestly though.. yurien is such a pookie cutie patootie! He's so down bad for her like you won't believe it. Peak husband material. Novel reader here.

Ok wait, that doesn't seem right. Shouldn't have the grandpa go through more of a background check to take her with him??? Like mc is the daughter of a powerful guild leader who has had multiple attempts on his life and they just let her go with a guy who she never met??? Especially someone with rumors like that rolling around about them??!!! I can't blame MC since she's a baby but the teacher??! ?!!

100% agree with the mom and what she said, bro needs to know the consequences to his actions for doing that to a literal child who he was supposed to protect. Like his only friends trusted him with their kid and what does he do??? Fuck her up mentally, make her fully believe she is a mistake and shouldn't have been born, have her "brothers" and fucking maids (all while you the head of the house knows!!!) bully her, doesn't tell shit about the truth, lets her name get dragged into the mud, and tried to marry her off to a dude who hates her guts to the point where he had publicly humiliated her multiple times!!! Like dude she would rather run away towards a foreign country than stay and be with them!!!
Lord bless me cause I'm about to SIN