
The ml is slowly growing on me, I REALLY didn't like him since the first day they met it was pretty obvious that he was using her for her powers, but the later chapters are starting to show that he is starting to care more and more about HER instead of her abilities and I find that somewhat bittersweet

hold on let me get this straight, mc couldn't do healing magic cause she was out of mana but instead she could go and do time altering magic that is said to not only not exist but can only be used by gods?! Dude make up your fucking mind!! Like how the fuck does that make ANY sense?!

I interpreted it more as in she was too distressed to properly be able to focus on the healing magic, something she has presumably never used and learned once long ago. Whereas the other magic was her gaining some of her composure with her determination, as well as relying on the despair of the idea that she may lose her sister (which we already know is a catalyst for awakening one's power) ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
dude whenever I read this, I legit get more and more pissed off on how the FUCK did the adults let it get to that far?! LIKE HU?! Cause it was pretty fucking clear that he was being bullied and the adults did nothing?!