
i don't like aki and still don't fully get him *maybe 70%* , but do u ever reject someone and get sad over it? he thought he liked ugetsuo for so long and named it his first love , no matter how much they hurt each other , this is parting is yet anther punch to take , and it's good that now he's got a good friend to rely on after such life distortion... lastly, haru was trying not to ask tho he kept his phone on check , and when he said that he wants aki to rely on him at least once and now that he gets it , i wish he does not abide to it or register any feelings .. i'm selfish when asking such thing to happen altho i know there is sincerity in aki's latest actions but still think they need to sort out more stuff and maybe if aki apologize for that phone call when he was with a girl and many things...
oh and aki was home before the party ends, he could have called haru if he wanted his support yet he waited and got rejected at the door which made him lose it.. *this is what i mean by sincerity...
i could go on and one about each scene but my fav is mafuyu and ueyonama hug at the end >< i explained to someone in the comments that one way for them to show love is to support each other about band matters and that scene is just the cutest way of saying what i mean with no words, man pictures can say a lot, and talking about picture, at the art page in the start we can see ugetsuo alone at night with just the moon above and is sorta captured by some lines, it's such a great representation for his character, he's that lonely genius that's not meant to out simple human-ish matters for he has the power to reach higher and higher alone even with no light, yet there were those lines around him , maybe they r what was keeping him away from music , his feelings of fulfillment when he was with aki... ((or maybe the artist just keeps in touch with the art community and saw this new design popping lately, it's indeed popping here and there lately but this is no fun regarding analysis... so i went with it being actually metaphoric))

my arabic ass is confused af, i'm taking the yaoi parts just fine, but the heck ? guys he's a rapist , the seme i mean, and in order for him to do what the uke called *singing*, he needs a kind of faith and a bit of pureness, simply the writer did not do enough research... and lastly for those arguing in the comments about Islam and homosexuality, Islam accepts the feelings cuz this is how u r but it's forbidden to act upon them , it's a test that a Muslim homosexual should carry and would be rewarded...

I'm white but I don't believe that Islam is full of shackles. That is just a stereotype like all black men are pimps,etc... People are people, there are good and bad in each and every race, creed, color, religion, etc. Some people don't know any better and just hype up the stereotypes. I think they do that just to pump themselves as superior. As far as I'm concerned, no one is superior to anyone else!

that metaphor could have been thrown at us less harshly, damn it, i'm not sure but blood in art is the core of the character, the uke's character was only under that selfish artist, until he got his hands on something like being cared for as an actual being *sure the artist gave him place but u can see when he saw anther costumer how self centered he was, he needs more, which i think is his true shape not the one we saw at the start being the doll for some artist*... thus his characterization should also start to shatter the way his previous believe that he wants to be the artist's living piece, seeing how selfish he actually is , even in the sex scene, he said something like he wants more *not very sure about the sex talk..*

would go with that, i mean he said it at times that he's the inspiration and it did sound like self assurance backfire but if this was all then he would not do something as to have a physical relationship with the tattoo artist seeing how he understands something like this can throw off his position to the artist for that he might be objectifying himself to someone else , yes it's not that he's insecure, he wouldn't do it if he was and would just try to save his place at whatever cost...
ps: i know i said objectifying but i'm fine if this turns to a love story ^^
seme : wants mc to look at him and became edgy and jealous cuz mc won't look his way...
extra chapter's mc eyes looking at the seme : (●_●)✧ and (⊙+⊙) and ヾ(☆▽☆)
the second story is super cute ><