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Saku made decisions that hurt Aki, too. So why is the uke the only one getting blamed as per the clichéd usual?

yeah you're right, I haven't thought about that. Anyway, my feelings won't change, I still don't like him

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oh, thank youu

What he needs is essence not necessarily sex but essence is suppose to come through sex but apprently the guy he is with right now the seme (i forgot their names ) is not giving off essence so the uke is starving and the uke has been getting essence through some type of substitute for it from the blond long haired guy but i forgot what it was exactly tho since it was around the beginning. And the director didn’t want to have sex cause he feels he’s being used just for sex and not really being fully loved. And i guess he may have had sex with a lot of people but i could be wrong cause he honestly doesn’t really give off an attitude like he sleeps with a lot with people. I hope you could understand my explanation

Can not could ***

The seme is the director **

From what I remember in Jooyoung and Doyoon’s conversation during the earlier chapters, the essence or the energy from fulfilled sexual desire is sometimes hard to get in some humans, that is the case with Kangwoo hence explains why Jooyoung is so persistent about having Doyoon find another partner. Doyoon is having a hard time getting the essence from Kangwoo.

Kangwoo isn’t really not wanting to have sex with Doyoon, he’s basically restricting himself since he wants to know first why Doyoon wants to have a sex partner, he kinda has a hunch that Doyoon has other reasons, also because he doesn’t want to have sex if Doyoon doesn’t like him back (???).

And yeah, another means for vampires to live in this story is through sex, but in the case of Doyoon, he’s not switching partners from time to time since he finds the situation hard to handle. From what I understood, Doyoon had a past relationship but upon knowing that he is half vampire, he was left by that person. So I don’t think he had a lot of encounters with different men, from what I can derive from his behavior, he is the type to get essence from one man only who he is in a relationship with. I hope I explained it well!

thank you guys, I got it now

I haven't fallen in love either and I'm in my mid twenties x'D But I kinda understand the psychology behind it. It's not that saying I love you is hard in general but when you're sex friends with someone that automatically means "no strings attached" so to be the one to break that rule isn't easy. They aren't lovers, they just started sleeping together without any deep meaning behind it

It is hard when you don't know if the feeling will be reciprocated. And if it isn't , it feels like the whole world came crashing down. And the relationship will change whether u like it or not.

You're not alone I totally get it. I'm the sameヾ(☆▽☆)

from a girls perspective,(dunnno if i can be accurate, but im gonna try..) when you are in a confused state of mind, about your sexuality, virginity or body in general, its difficult to rationalize with imagination and reality... especially if its the first time having sex. what kurama wanted, he got, until he realized he was too scared to go through with it with someone he barely knows or trust. like how you think you want to do bdsm, but it must actually be petrifying to be bound and not really trust your partner.