I think it was the guy the uke saw in his flashback~~ It honestly is really interesting to see. I think that the reason the uke really likes how the seme is crazy is because he knows he won't leave him like the guy before..
I remembered when I got my EGD and had a tube shoved down my throat IT HURTS , You CHOKE, NONE if that feels any good it’s just plain agonizing and uncomfortable, like... author-san no I’m not gonna get tricked into thinking that eveR felt good to hyungdoo
These last chapters were a rollercoaster I was alternating between laughing my ass off then going super serious and silent cz SHIT IS ABBOUTA GO DOWN