I literally tore my ass today because of my constipated ass. I can't even think of how it will feel to get fucked with such a big dick with no preparation. Ugh.
He doesnt want him to completely "heal and healthy" because he wants uke to stay obsessed with him. He doesnt want to be abandonded. Uke is the same as seme. They both need therapy.
Trying to step out of my comfort zone but honestly I can not. Ig some kink are just not meant for me.