re-reading this bc it’s so much different to read it completed, than me sitting patiently in 2023 for updates and having to jump to zinchangmanga’s absolutely butchered translations bc there was no official english translations out
im gonna focus on leewons dad here - i absolutely hate that man’s guts. he should’ve been the one to die instead of su-yeon. honestly, a lot of what happened is bc of him - but don’t take this as me excusing caeser’s actions, bc hes still a rapist regardless - but mikhail is such a selfish bastard, i despise him so much.
he left baby leewon and su-yeon, bc he didn’t want them to get caught up in his mafia bullshit and he made that woman be miserable for the rest of her life right up until her deathbed, and he doesn’t regret his decision to leave and he says he would do it again, yet he drags leewon into the mafia?? COME ON NOW. he talks about how his son should have a good, civilian life, yet he announces leewon as his heir and begs him to be his successor. he forces leewon to be by his side and take care of him, and he has issues with leewons relationships?? so much fucking audacity for such a fucking deadbeat piece of shit. leewon is a pushover to a fault - he knows how to stand his ground, but ultimately he has too big of a heart and sticks by mikhail’s side. the fact that mikhail made su-yeon miserable for no reason, just to endanger her son pisses me off so much. he puts leewon through so much shit. and honestly, caeser is low-key right bc with the way mikhail acts, youd think he wants to fuck leewon. he’s so clingy and obsessed with leewon. the way he takes up so much of leewons time and still begs and cries for more, and guilt trips him, oh please man. i wish caeser would just go and shoot that old fucking hag
ik i said this already, but it really fucking irks me how mikhail says he doesn’t regret his decision and he’d do it again to protect them, yet he keeps putting leewon in more and more danger. and before anyone says anything, no it doesn’t matter that they met when mikhail was stepping down - hes still very involved with that syndicate and when vladimir was hospitalised, who stepped up? mikhail, exactly. hes just genuinely such a piece of shit.
and let me just say, everyone defending caeser needs to get their head checked. yeah he wasn’t raised in a normal way, but what? so he gets a free pass to go raping leewon??? you can see in the first 40 chapters how he doesn’t push leewon’s boundaries for sex. yeah he’s overly touchy and annoying, but when leewon wasn’t in the mood or that time his stomach growled (while they were making out, i think), caeser knew to pull back. yes, sasha raised him to be a killing machine - not to be a rapist. caeser may not know how to show affection the way you and i do, but he does know what consent is and im tired of people acting like he doesn’t
side stories are supposed to be happy and fluffy WHY ARE WE GETTING MISCOMMUNICATION AND ANGST LET MY BABIES BE HAPPY
im only on chapter 10
i understand youngwoon hasn’t revealed his feelings to gyujin and that’s his fault alone, but can gyujin not be so selfish. he ropes youngwoon into his family issues, has sex with him, and then goes on to like another guy and flaunt it in youngwoon’s face wtf. ofc to gyujin it’s just a transactional relationship, but he could at least have the decency to be faithful - and is he stupid?? does he not think maybe his parents could see him or what
man he’s so frustrating. i’m glad the first couple’s story is only like 41 chapters, i could not handle 88 chapters of gyujin’s bullshit
read this for the third time and istg it gets better with each read. they’re so beautiful and pure, i love them so much. it’s been a while since i read this but i didn’t realise they had SO much sex omg regardless of that, it’s clear to see that they do love each other wholeheartedly and don’t base their entire relationship on sex. i love eui-joon’s chibis so much hes so cute djeowjwlak esp when the artist makes him the only chibi, like the chapter when they went to get lunch with hyeon after a day of driving lessons and gunwoo and hyeon are normal, but eui-joon shrinks into this cutie pie half chibi IT KILLS ME HES SO ADORABLEEHWIJWKW esp when he gets those huge eyes that just sparkle OHMYBAHYWBEH
also, the way gunwoo is built like a fucking fridge i love it it’s normally something i’d criticise, but i love it icl. you can see how evident it is in the chapter when hes lying in the hospital bed after getting his neck sliced - like his shoulders are so broad and built, as well the rest of his body, but his head is like a smaller rectangle LMFAO idk i like it though
they’re so cute man, i love them so much my angels
can they JUST TALK already??? idc if there’s 50 billion years of drama and bullshit from seoin’s adoptive mother and that rat family, I JUST NEED THEM TO CLEAR UP THE MISUNDERSTANDING ALREADY I CANT HANDLE THIS
season 2 AND season 3?? idek what the plot is except for jinji’s secret and his weird uncle, but you’re telling me there’s two more seasons at minimum, god help us
Most of the coochies are not something that the man was born with or consented to, how they got it is listed first
Many stories will have dubcon or worse, what I think is not that bad, may be terrible to you
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get the details, not representative of real people
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i cant be the only one that thinks this, but i think chaeheon looks similar to ivan (alien stage) esp round 6 ivan. i think it’s the hair that does it for me, maybe
poor jinji man wtf, he was just a baby
but with that being said, some of you guys are so weird with the way you still try to defend him saw someone say jinji isn’t that bad except for what he did to myeongil’s nipples - are you guys forgetting no matter what his backstory is, he is a rapist that rapes myeongil all the time?? as does hyeonjae
HANUL IS SO CUTE SHUT UP HIS CHUBBY FACE HIS LITTLE BAHS I CANT HANDLE IT and the way his parents serve face jesus christ his daddy depressed as hell and still looking like a model
seeing jeongheon panic like that after seeing dan out in the cold with just the blanket reminded me of the ending of taming the tiger when lord ahn was waiting for beom out in the cold and yk
can you imagine a sudden zombie apocalypse and then you get some freakazoid frankenstein monster asking you if you’re useful then slaughtering your whole family in front of you? bruh idc. people were downvoting me last week bc i was complaining about guwon “oh you guys don’t know the full story don’t judge” SHUT UP. last week he killed an innocent father and this week we find out he’s slaughtering people left and right for no reason? okay they aren’t useful to him, whatever BUT HE DOESNT NEED TO KILL THEM WHAT THE HELL. also why are they asking jinwoo to convince guwon about the medicine now as if they didn’t already kill woojin’s father, like you guys could’ve asked jinwoo before YOU KNOW? really interested in guwon’s backstory though. is he a zombie hybrid, an ‘advanced’ zombie that learnt how to live and adapt somewhat to normal humans? was he created in a lab for all we know?
i might be a little bit delusional (a lot bit) and ive mentioned i think their characteristics are similar a while back, but i honestly see ivan in yikyung and till in joobin a lot more as we get new chapters im ngl - like i dont mean just their personalities, but i kinda see it in their faces too idk
i hate everyone involved here. raymon groomed winter, winter kidnapped and raped raymon continuously but fuckass dominic is the worst of them all. the panel in this chapter where it shows raymon as a kid hugging him is so fucking sickening
last two chapters have been so ass bruh. jaeheon gets raped and then the author throws him into sex right after. we were finally getting somewhere with jerk mugo realising he couldn’t live without jaeheon so idk what i expected would happen, but definitely not marathon sex. and then in this chapter its just more marathon sex with the slightest bit of plot? girl, if you wanna write smut, go crazy but at least make it a separate 20 chapter manhwa or smth. i don’t even mind seeing smut too, but obviously there’s a limit to it too LIKE CAN I READ A STORY CAN I HAVE PLOT CAN I HAVE LORE GOD FORBID
THEYRE SO CUTE MY BABIES THE WAY HES SO CLINGY AND THEY COMMUNICATE SO WELL SHEIEBWKWK I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
idek how to say what i want bc i have to remember this is an apocalypse story and guwon likely isn’t 100% human in the first place but like, that was fucking sick??? my poor baby woojun was extremely ill, his dad did what any sane parent would do. fuck is that bullshit about keeping all the medicine for the hounds ? i’m assuming the hounds are hunters that hunt the zombies or whatever the fuck, but idc. one hound can die and everyone goes crazy, yet they kill civilians for no reason? okay. and honestly idc about guwon crying - oh he was crying and sobbing, you can tell he didn’t want to do it - SHUT THE FUCK UP. he’s been the boss since forever there, he could’ve made another law where people get punished. you’re telling me they couldn’t put their negative brain cells together and you know, make a prison for people who break the law? like it’s such a revolutionary and new concept, no one’s ever thought of it before!! or at least they could still keep their original rule yet have some exceptions in place for instances like this. what upsets me too is how guwon didnt look at the dad’s body after mercilessly killing him, instead asking someone else to take the “body” away. and don’t tell me coping mechanism this, mechanism that, “he probably didn’t look at the body because he was filled with guilt” blah blah blah, i don’t care. he could’ve had some empathy and not called the dad just a body. which also reminds me that maybe he also doesn’t feel empathy? like, yeah he was crying and didn’t wanna kill the guy but also he couldn’t even call him by his name but instead opting to call him a body. it’s so conflicting - like does his tears represent his empathy so he’s more humane or does his dismissal reflect his lack of humanity, showing us that at the end of the day he’s not human? the juxtaposition is throwing me off. also all those bitchass town folk voting in favour of killing the dad, i hope the zombies come and kill them all except for jinwoo and the kids